Sunday, August 30, 2009 @15:14:00
i have decided to shift. cause blogger is seemingly screwed.
http://www.mynotsoawesomelife.wordpress.com/
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@14:26:00
people change. that's the only thing constant thing in life. it's hard to get used to. cause people just walk in and out of your life. but we need to learn. to block it all out. so that we can focus. focus. or rather. i need to focus. love all. trust few.
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Tuesday, August 25, 2009 @15:42:00
focus
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Friday, August 21, 2009 @20:40:00
off to guard duty! yet another weekend burnt. hai.
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Saturday, August 08, 2009 @23:25:00
In the night, I hear 'em talk,
the coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road, he lost his soul to a woman so heartless..
How could you be so heartless?
Oh.. How could you be so heartless?
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long weekend burnt. no wonder so hazy nowadays. sian. will be like super long before i can enjoy my next weekend. and i wasted this. dang. prepare for turn out tmr nite.
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Wednesday, August 05, 2009 @14:17:00
sometimes you can't help but question. why is this happening to me. things haven't been going smoothly, you ask why. somethings you can never find the answer cause the world is too complicated. sometimes i ask myself. have i been too stupid, always making wrong decisions and wrong calls. making the wrong move, committing to the wrong thing, trusting the wrong people. sometimes i really think so. that im so stupid. but perhaps im being guided. i don't know. if i am, i have yet to see who's leading me on and who's planning all those. army life cocking up alot. supposed to book in tmr night. but now i have to book in tonight. sucks. i have no idea why either. sometimes, you wonder how exactly do big organisations run. and how do they get so much respect when deep under it's a mess. haish. i guess i cannot complain. life is always like that. often i find myself trusting the wrong people too. ending up with disappointment. part and parcel of life too eh? oh well. army is supposed to make me independent. so i guess. it's time to build up the wall. one brick and a time. all over again. to shut myself out from the world. learn how to focus.
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Saturday, August 01, 2009 @23:51:00
grant me the serenity
to accept the things I cannot change;
the courage to change the things I can;
and the wisdom to know the difference.
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many things in life cannot change. i can only hope for the best now. cause i really really don't know where to go and the next step to take.
‘And I said to the man who stood at the gate of the year: Give me a light that I may tread safely into the unknown. And he replied: Go out into the darkness and put your hand into the hand of God. That shall be to you better than light, and safer than a known way.’ — Minnie L. Haskins
i guess the only thing i can do now is to pray. but. im not a very religious person i guess.
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tough times don't last. tough men do. i keep trying to remind myself. bpc is ending. but one more tough week remains. getting ready for the lack of sleep and the turnout sessions. oh well. another week gone. hope to survive another. i don't know how. but i hope i will. army. so much to rant about. but i can't. help!
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