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Sunday, February 11, 2007 @13:24:00

got back my o lvl results on fri..pleased wif almost all my subj..got a2 4 both my math..quite gd le..din xpect..lolx..but perhaps e gr8test shock was a b4 in eng..i couldnt believe it..sux..now my l1r5 is 11..haish..upset..seriously sux..all e people ard mi hugging & crying..lolx..while i was all alone..lost..lolx.."How can you just walk away from me, When all I can do is watch you leave" u left when i nided u e most..haish..I wish I could just make you turn around , Turn around and see me cry , There's so much I need to say to you , So many reasons why"aniwae..dun digress.bak 2 e main pt..my o's..ya..dere i was..feeling lost..doing nth..feeling abit hurt..all e other subj din matter cuz of e glaring b4!!haish...well..at least now i dun ve 2 wry abt whether 2 apply 4 nj or nt..dats a bright side..when i got home, htings got worse..my parents gave mi "disappointed look" the feeling of "u did not try ur best, did not study"..wadeva i do cant seem 2 pls them..be it 11 pts 4 o's or 9 4 prelims..haish..muz i b perfect?do we really live in a world where trying ur best is nvr enuff?if we try our best & dun achieve e best, does dis mean dat we're condemned & we suck?haish..
--trying ur best is nvr enuff if u dun acheive perfection..

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& Me

i'm mr huang. according to someone.
and apparently i have 1001 friends.
and they love "taste from the orient"
but normal people call me ruijie. or rj.
was born on 7th may.
18 years wasted.
was part of mayflower primary.
transferred to pps.
pps-cheetah 3m,4l,5k,6l,
rvhs-centaur 1/2h,3/4d,
acj-erif-salamander 1sb3/ as before
was a member of rvnc and ac guitar
horoscope is taurus
blood type is O i guess
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