Sunday, February 11, 2007 @13:24:00
got back my o lvl results on fri..pleased wif almost all my subj..got a2 4 both my math..quite gd le..din xpect..lolx..but perhaps e gr8test shock was a b4 in eng..i couldnt believe it..sux..now my l1r5 is 11..haish..upset..seriously sux..all e people ard mi hugging & crying..lolx..while i was all alone..lost..lolx.."How can you just walk away from me, When all I can do is watch you leave" u left when i nided u e most..haish..I wish I could just make you turn around , Turn around and see me cry , There's so much I need to say to you , So many reasons why"aniwae..dun digress.bak 2 e main pt..my o's..ya..dere i was..feeling lost..doing nth..feeling abit hurt..all e other subj din matter cuz of e glaring b4!!haish...well..at least now i dun ve 2 wry abt whether 2 apply 4 nj or nt..dats a bright side..when i got home, htings got worse..my parents gave mi "disappointed look" the feeling of "u did not try ur best, did not study"..wadeva i do cant seem 2 pls them..be it 11 pts 4 o's or 9 4 prelims..haish..muz i b perfect?do we really live in a world where trying ur best is nvr enuff?if we try our best & dun achieve e best, does dis mean dat we're condemned & we suck?haish..
--trying ur best is nvr enuff if u dun acheive perfection..
♥ you and i both loved