everytime i say i've forgotten abt u..i've gotten over u..well..apparently not..haish..been seeing u alot recently..hurts mi real much when u seem nt 2 recognize mi..haish..why why..everytime when i read sad stories, or watch sad shows..or even scary movies..i tink of u..i so much wanna hold u in my arms, i so wanna smell ur hair..i so wan u 2 lie on mi & say u can hear mi breathing..i so wanna..haish..but i noe i cnt..i noe its over..though i dno y..dno y u did dat..haish..

juz realised dis few days..dat sherlyn uses e same shampoo as u..e smell is so familiar..brings bak swt memories..painful, but swt..realised dat she eats haribo swts 2..juz lik u did..rmb dat it was ur fav swt..when joshua offered mi 1 dat day, i automatically reached 4 e white 1..ur fav..haish..y muz i live in ur memory?some times i look at sherlyn & wonder..was she placed here juz 2 torture mi & make mi remind myself of u?wad a cruel joke..it is ironic dat she alr shares 2 similiar traits wif u..she can b quite blur at times 2..dat's 3..why?muz i live in ur shadow?i promised i will lurve u 4eva..& i'll kip my promise..i'll hold u close 2 my heart..always..but den again, do i really understand wad is lurve?im juz a 17 yr old kid..

dis wk has been exteremly tiring 4 mi..430 ending almost everyday..haish..lectures & tutorials seem 2 go on 4eva..my back hurts..falling aslp..dno y so tired..haish..of course all dis doesnt matter anymore..i dun really ve anybody 2 tok 2 now..everyday gg home alone..lolx..i dun really share stuff wif my meix dat often..i dno y..lolx..different frequency i tink..lolx..well, at least i noe they're dere 4 mi & wun put a knife thru my bak..lolx..now my onli way of saying stuff is probably thru dis blog..lolx..

getting veh easily pissed off recently..i tink is e lack of slp..haish..get pissed off wif hw etc..cant seem 2 understand cuz my brain isnt functioning veh well now..not really payin attention inn lectures either..i juz cant seem 2 concentrate dis wk..haish..even guitar..took mi so long..juz 2 learn e 1st few notes of 晴天 when xuan took half an hr..haish..add dat 2gether wif arguements wif parents= a whole lot of crap..haish..i nid a shoulder..haish..wadeva..i got nobody 2 depend on but myself now..in dis world, u can depend on no one but urself..dat's my advice..haish..
-slpy & moody..

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i'm mr huang. according to someone.
and apparently i have 1001 friends.
and they love "taste from the orient"
but normal people call me ruijie. or rj.
was born on 7th may.
18 years wasted.
was part of mayflower primary.
transferred to pps.
pps-cheetah 3m,4l,5k,6l,
rvhs-centaur 1/2h,3/4d,
acj-erif-salamander 1sb3/ as before
was a member of rvnc and ac guitar
horoscope is taurus
blood type is O i guess
msn me at thedevilawakens@gmail.com


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