ytd spent whole day at nus high hostel..lolx..doing gpp..gah!is every wk gg 2 be liddat?lolx..den my wkend oni left 1 day larhz..lolx..so sianz..haha..tmr's a holiday...provides a little relief to the hectic schedule..3 more wks 2 go b4 june hols..muz jia youx..everyone is getting ready 2 make e final sprint..haha..gg 2 be a cramped & hectic 3 wks..jiayoux jiayoux jiayoux 2 all!!haha..now im tired & peniless..haha..so sianz..lolx..tmr tink i gg change phone..haha..hopefully can larhz..haha..lalalax..
-tired..
tagg replies:
me!: no link..haha..
stanley: nxt sep..
cat: haha..well, jc is sec sch life cramped in 2 yrs..well, so..haha...
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lyrics to 2 gr8 songs..
Stained Glass Masquerade
Is there anyone that fails
Is there anyone that falls
Am I the only one in church today feelin' so small
Cause when I take a look around
Everybody seems so strong
I know they'll soon discover
That I don't belong
So I tuck it all away, like everything's okay
If I make them all believe it, maybe I'll believe it too
So with a painted grin, I play the part again
So everyone will see me the way that I see them
Are we happy plastic people
Under shiny plastic steeples
With walls around our weakness
And smiles to hide our pain
But if the invitation's open
To every heart that has been broken
Maybe then we close the curtain
On our stained glass masquerade
Is there anyone who's been there
Are there any hands to raise
Am I the only one who's traded
In the altar for a stage
The performance is convincing
And we know every line by heart
Only when no one is watching
Can we really fall apart
But would it set me free
If I dared to let you see
The truth behind the person
That you imagine me to be
Would your arms be open
Or would you walk away
Would the love of Jesus
Be enough to make you stay
Real to me
Showbiz dinners and the free champagne, Men in suits who think they know it all
No one knows me but they know my name, That's not real to me
Hotel lobby to the airoplane, Another country but they start to look the same
Watch the world behind a window pane, That's not real to me
When I see my babies run, When all the madness has been and gone
I raise my family and live in peace, Now thats what's real to me
Real to me.
Dying flowers in a dressing room,
A dangerous time to let your head make up its own mind
Got me thinking that the spirits flown,That's not real to me
When I see my babies run, When all the madness has been and gone
I raise my family and live in peace, Now that's what's real to me
Picnics in the garden and the children they can play,
The first day of the summer and I'll laze here all the day
We'll invite the family round and drink some english tea,
Then I raise up my finger and watch football on t.v
When I see my babies run, When all the madness has been and gone
I raise my family and live in peace, Now that's what's real to me
That's what's real to me
Wake up you might be dreaming, Wake up you might be dreaming now
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been a busy week..rushing phy, rushing 4 every other thing..went home at 730 last nite aft staying in sch 2 mug..den thurs stayed up till 1+ doing phy..haha..wad e..y so sianz de..everytime mug..den stil nid do gpp..my wkend effectively left 1 day..lolx..sianz..it's so tiring..haha..haish...recenty rather upset..haha..whole clz lik mugging liddat den im lik a slacker..dat day phy prac..lik almost nobody wanted 2 hand in at e end of e day larhz..wtf..all do iin canteen..wan hand in by break..den nobody wan slack with mi..sh*t larhz..den i wan go buy stuff all ask mi help them buy..u gd..dun wan pei mi slack, still wan mi slave 4 u..有福同享，有难自己当..lik a nobody sticks by u when u nid them..haha..so demoralizing..lolx..sianz...haish..mayb gg change phone 2dae..but got alot hings do..zuo wen, chem, phy, math, econs, gp..haish..wtf..all ve hw larhz..den almost all is mon nid hand in..lolx..sianz..
1st guitar lesson was on thurs..cuz of track & field meet..which was a total waste of time..track & field meet was held aft sch..wow!wad e..i mean lik who in e mood larhz..aft sch..at leats half day or even betta full day mahx..wad e larhz..den e amosphere was lik so dead..everyone indulged with their own stuff, psp, nitendo ds, homework..wad a gr8 atmosphere -.-"'
guitar lessons learnt basic stuff..basically learnt e 1st 3 strings..lolx..nth much..haha..nxt lesson on wed..430..lolx..let's learn more!!haha..
-tired..
tagg replies:
me!: i havent even buy..lolx...
sher: haha..got depressing mehz..haha..throw all e depressing stuff here den can go sch happily mahx..haha..n so nth much happy things 2 blog abt..haha..
kat: haha..gear spoil liao..
angel: i got really dat emo arhx..lolx..ermm..u're as nice as mi!!haha..
sock: haha..same as angel's reply..u're as nice as mi!haha...aniwaes, gd luck 4 council!
meow: dun wan..haha..hmmm..u oso dun wan mi go..u guys all knife mi larhz....
laurel: u'll b a nicer gal if u stop pulling ppl's hair..haha..i nt young anymore..got white hair!!haha..but at ;east younger den meow..haha..gd eunff..lalalax..n is not bad..i had my reasons..lolx..one of them was being broke...haha..
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caution!before reading on, this post contains highly sensitive issues!please refrain from reading this post!this is juz a freaky emo post and may offend some people!
人常说男人不定女人的心，但其实女人也不明白男人的心..we're not wad greedy creatures who onli wan more & more gals..we dun dump gals 4 e fun of it..we try eva so hard 2 make e gal happy..but it seem dat seldom we get noticed..i tot it'll be fine..even if she din noe how 2 make mi happy..as long as i could make her happy & stay by her side..haish..but it seems dat she din understand..i was cast aside lik an unwanted toy, and had 2 look as she played with her new toys..it broke my heart but wad could i do?i dun even noe y she broke up with my..its lik being hit by a car dat u appeared out of nowhere..i din even catch e car plate no..i wast even sure if it was a car..may ve been a truck 4 all i noe..wadeva..if we're 4eva being perceived as being violent savage creatures dat r heartless & onli wan sex, so be it..the world is liddat and dere's nth dat we can do 2 change it..e world i always gg 2 favour gals..often their seen as e innocent party..wadeva..e guy can ve his heart shattered over & over again, but they'll still be potrayed as e bad 1 with others patting e gal one bak and saying gd riddance..haish..男人真的有那么失败吗？haish..wad's dis abt equality of sexes etc?it seems dat gals onli wanna b equal in terms of e pros..equal status, equal pay etc..but not e cons..punishments, ns, the law etc..think tennis..the prize $ of both women & men r equal..but e men play 5 matches while e women play 3..it wad way is dat fair?haish..this is an emo post..wadeva..haish...sry if i offend ppl..
-girls r meanies..with e exception of some..
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spent e whole day ytd doing pw..wldnt say dat we were particularly productive, but we managed 2 get most of e gpp done..did frm 10+ till almost 7..haha..so slack..lolx..hmm..den aft dat went 4 dinner at westmall..with kat, xuan & liangay..lolx..ty kat!haha..4 pei-ing mi once again..haha..den went 2 piao yi once..haha..piao past liangay..muahaha!lolx..
so sianz..haha..alot of hw 2 do..lolx..chem, math, gp, phy, pi..haish..den super hot now..wad's wrong with e weather recently?haha..hmm..tmr de can change phone..if i buy on9, ve 2 wait 3 days b4 it send..or i go buy on wkend..haish..y mon expire?not 2dae?wtf..lolx..wad phone shld i buy?lolx..n6288 or se w850??lolx..sianz..nid 2 start mugging..
tagg replies:
ris: 1 day is long?fine..lolx..haha..she's nt dat a bad gal larhz..or at least i dun tink so..lolx..mayb im juz upset with her..haish..aniwae, e previous skin was oso ff..lolx..u so late havet slp..haha..
jiayi: lolx..he's also taller den u wad..haha..so nt onli e ($.$) factor..lolx..but if dat's ur expectations rite, i tink quite ok..except mayb e kaching part..haha..n ya..he did read e tag..lolx..
me!: ya..
cat: haha..well, im nt veh gd wad..lolx..many can testify..lolx..haish..bz with tut..oso no time prac..haha..
daniel: jiayi the horrible!haha..isnt she ur wife?
kat: well, if e guy really loves e gal, i tink is confirm liao..e guy will luv e gal more..lolx..i noe of 3 break ups ds yr..2 is initiated by e gal(lik mine) n another was cuz e guy din wan 2 endanger e gal's life..c?guys r noble..haha..only heartless guys will dump a gal..lolx..
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alot 2 blog about..haha..hmm..let mi slowly think..haha..
first..my guitar string broke..haha..so damn unlucky..lolx..borrow tuner frm charis..den e stupid 1st string..kip giving mi probs..anyhow jump..so in e end i tighteb 2 much snapped..haha..den hit my hand..pain..haha..den 2dae went yamaha near my house..2 buy string & pick..den realise dere oso got sell guitar..wtf..den i go all e way 2 ps..haha..
hmm..wad else..ytd..haish..she kept rubbing it in my face larhz...wad dis person giv her dis, this person giv her dat, dis guy jio her, dat guy ask her stead..go away larhz..i dun nid u in my life..say wad wan reconcile frenship..dun even seem sincere..im nt eva gg out wif u eva again..nt even sure if i wanna tok 2 u anymore..lolx..
on a brighter note..haha..i tink im starting 2 walk again..haha..i tink i can stand up & search 4 my sense of direction again..woots!haha..
tmr my grp coming my place do pw..haha...my pi lik no comments liddat..haha..dno how edit le..lolx..ya..and im lik drowning in hw..haha..alot larhz!haish..muz mug muz mug..phy got ir, gp got ir, chem got ir..wtf!!y so many ir de..haish..
yea!dis mon can change phone le..lookin 4ward..haha..
tagg repliesss..
me!: i went 2 high up..dat's y now kip gg down..haha...can try asking..lolx..
kat & cat: haha..but i dun tink i ve veh gd charc either..lolx..i keep swearing & cursing recently..haha...n im nt rich either..haha..
jiayi: haha..sounds lik mi..gd..den u veh ez find guys le..haha...juz make sure dat if he lurves u more den u do, plz dun break his heart kkx?haha.." ya i don'tgo for looks too. heh heh. ($.$) *kachink* =P. but nt too bad looking n a bit muscular n very romantic n have gd character n nt too dumb n taller than me can alr" u can try daniel..he got *kaching* alot of it..haha..
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2day blogging..haha..cuz d.k was tokin 2 mi..say i dun ve passion 4 phy..haha..i dno larhz..lolx..nv been doing well in phy..haha..mayb cuz i 2 noob liao..haha..last time e t'cher 2 sianz liao..den my foundation sux larhz..haha..passion?where does my passion lie?i oso dno..haha..wanted 2 take bio but den abit useless..den wanted go wap..but nobody gg..den wan go e psycho tok..2 many ppl sign up le..den wanted 2 o ocip..but nobody interested..lolx..so sad..passion?haha..i dno if i ve mahx..i mean lik i've lost my sense of direction veh long ago le..and im yet 2 find it..haish..ytd listen 2 somebody tok..realise da e somebody is doing alot alot worse den mi..but yet i kip complaining?haish..i suck man..haish..so sianz..haha..hmm..den ytd saw her..haha..new bag, new phone, new shoes, new shoe bag, new mp3..haha..nt bad arhx..lolx..seems lik gd luck has found u again aft i left u..lolx..hmm..was abit upset when i saw her & she seemed unaffected by dis chpt in our lives..lolx..mayb im 2 sensitive..wadeva..im so confused now..im nt sure if i wanna reconcil our frenship juz yet..i dno..haish..
-lookin 4 my passion...
tagg replies:
cat: haha..nt yet..nobody wan mi..2 many handsome guys ard 2 fite wif le..haha..hmm..no link arhx..im juz wondering..haha..get mi a new gf!haha..jk..lolx..
'ris: lolx..din we juz meet on sat?haha..
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emo pics..
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die..ytd whole day spent on guitar..haha..die..got alot of hw..math, math corrctions, phy, chem, chem file, chi, prepare 4 gp, econs, prepare 4 math, pi!die larhz..lolx..shit..den havent even started..muz start mugging now!!haish..
u threw mi out 2 e dogs& now u wanna b frens again?u din even ask mi urself..im nt gg on mon...
taggy replies:
cat:haha..bz nj ppl..lolx..hmm...den wad r u gg give mi dis yr..i wonder..haha..lalalax..
me!:ermmm wad's e link?join guitar larhz..lolx..
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hmm...ytd went 2 watch muts..last muts..not once got stars..always is mutc..lolx..so sianz...lolx..corpse bride..quite nice..abit emo abit farnie, abit duu..haha..laalalax..left my bottle in e lt..later nid go find...lolx..haish..2dae guitar recitallwonder how long it'll take..7 start y nid us 4 reach?lolx..so early..lolx..sianz..oh ya..my pw grp got broken up..die..lolx..wadeva..now im in ket, eliza, mel, swai's grp..lolx..ty stanley..haha...hmm.nth else 2 post le..i go play aoe3 le..lolx..bb..oh ya..tagg replies..
me!:ya..so..im gg change again..
kat:no more le..haha.sad u mized it..haha..
jiayi:where got..i got help u tie bak..and i nv call le..lolx..i still said wan buy u bdae pressie lorhz..fine..dun buy le..since im so mean..
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87th post..lolx..inching closer 2 100..haha..hmm..long time nv post le..haha..bbusy wk..tutorials, pi, tests...lolx..bz bz bz..haha..found a new mugging partner..sock!haha..ty gal 4 pei-ing mi mug 2day..haha..she say she my ve lobang 4 overseas cip..lolx..i wanna go..hope my parents let mi..haha..betta den sarving 4 30 hrs & den still having 2 pay 4 it..haha..lolx..hmm..wad else 2 post..tmr muts..corpse bride..lolx..dno wan go mahx..c if anybody gg or not bahx..haha..hmm..nth else le bahx..gg mug 4 phy le..haha...bb!
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taggy replies:
laurel:well, u cant blame mi ritex..spent alomost 1.5yrs 2gether..lolx..its natural..lolx..or mayb i got sensitive nose..haha..cnt..cnt kip2 long..later barber come..haha..
jeanny:my is yamaha c40
me!:?????
grace:haha..of course..lolx..how can i 4get u?haha..
ok..dis part has nth 2 do wif tags..lolx..ytd bought a new nike pouch..whee!!haha..
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tagg replies...
me!:think??haha...
kat:haha..faster find mi a big big fan..den can blow away allll e clouds..den ve a bright sunny sky again!!haha..yep..everybody kip saying i will c my rainbow..lolx..hope can faster c..den c double rainbow even betta!!haha..
jiayi:lolx..bee gloomy wads..lolx..den somemore so tiring sch..lolx..so sianz larhz..lolx.."well, somehow, somewhere,tt special someone is waiting for u.. " hope wun kip her waiting 4 long..haha..nobody said anything abt gettin a replacement arhx..i not so despo..haha..nid glue..lolx..glue bak e pieces 2gether..uhu glue!!haha..
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pw grping came out ytd..same grp as shiyi, sherlyn & stanley..lolx..sherlyn..die..haha..she will remind mi of her everyday..lolx..do u noe dat she oso has sweaty palms?can things be so coincidental?or is she lik a clone of u dat is here 2 torture mi?lolx...i've asked ppl b4 if hey can smell her shampoo..lolx..seeems lik they cant..lik im e onli 1..haha..they say im 2sensitive le..*shrugs*wadeva..i dno..lolx..but is a huge coincidence larhz..lolx..so many similarities..lolx..but as xj say..similiar, but not e same..lolx..freaky..lolx..no offence sherlyn..u're a gr8 person & all...im juz freakin out cuz u're 2 similiar 2 "her"..lolx..haish..lik neing played ard..so sads..haish..
a rainbow can onli come aft a storm..y 07 has been a stormy ride 4 mi so far..when will my rainbow come?
happy gd fri 2 all..&happi easter in adv..haha..
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decided 2 reply 2 taggs..
cat:haha..alot of c/kats ard wad..but meow meow isnt a cat..i mean her name is nt c/kat..she juz liks 2 meow..dno y..haha...
kat:haha..i change all e time..shuang den change lorhz..haha...
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haha..2dae hapy..finally learnt 晴天 e starting..haha..finally can play le..but still nid learn e strumming part..haha..my hands hurt now..they look silly oso..i ve long fingernails on my rite while my left is short..haha..lalalax..din blog abt swimming dat dae..haha..went 2 noob zone..so fun..whee!!haha..lik abit slack..but nvm..is fun..haha..2dae pe run..lik a long nv run le..haha..almost died..haha..hmm..2dae got scolded by D.K 4 being late 4 phy..lolx..wad else..lik nth interesting lehz..lolx..meow meow say my posts is fake 1..cuz i dun look or sound sad in real life...wad can i say?i shld go 2 mediacorp be actor...lolx..dun u noe im gd at masking emos?haha..dis is lik e onli place where i can emo..haha..though nobody sayang but wadeva..still can emo..haha..juz found out 2dae dat muz help out wif ritmos accoustics..lolx...charis is e mc!haha..well..i tink i go usher bahx..but dat means my sat gone..haha..sianz..wadeva..haha..they say sb3'1 go supper..haha..i dno..lolx..c 1st..haha..mayb i cnt og..c my mama..haha...hmm...nth else interesting 2 blog le..lolx..shall return when i tink of anything interesting...
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meow: y u so upset 2day..haha..emo morn oso?haha..cheer upx kkx..rmb..wheneva u feel upset, juz meowW!u'll feel betta =D
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dis wk was re wk..lolx..emo morn dis was..lolx..wad e..lolx..i dno y larhz..e more i hear e more emo i become..mayb im juz feeling sry 4 myself larhz..wadeva..i shld stop wallowing in self pity..nobody really pity u anyway, so y cant u juz get up & get over it?aargh!!
i almost raised up my hand juz now..almost..i had dis sudden urge 2..dno y..haha..but i din..mayb cuz 2 emo liao..den anyhow tink..feeling lost or wadeva..haish..lucky i din..haha..i dun wan commit 2 any religon yet..haha..dno if i eva will..haha..lalalax..wadeva..lolx..shld stop being so emo..haha..recently been slipping bak in2 despair..everytime come 2 sch, go home myself..den if is veh quiet den will tink..lolx..let my mind calm down..but some times oso abit de sianz..haha..wad 2 do..lolx..no choice..lolx..move house lorhz..haha..crap..wadeva..lolx..aniwae, e song durng e cf presentation was nice..haha..hmm..wad else..nth else le bahx..shld go mug now..lolx..
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whee..finally bought my new guitar..lolx..2gether wif e case is 160..quite exp..so cnt waste e $..muz chiong!!haha..
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haish..struggling wif homework..lolx..alot of stuff 2 do..lolx..*sobs*attempting 2 do my pi now..but dno wad 2 do..lolx..initially tot of doing entertainment..but switched 2 grdbreakers cuz easier..lolx..sianz..haish..wasted my sat away..all cuz my parents din tell mi wad they were up 2..lolx..wtf..everytime liddat de..haish..
my dad kips insisting on gettin a 2nd had guitar..i mean 4 goodness sake juz go get a new 1 larhz!wan go salvation army those kind look..where got!!fark larhz..den i wun get a guitar in the end larhz..den on wed i'ld b lik lost..den he say dun ve nxt wk go find again..might as well wait 4 it 2 drop frm e sky..fark..
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