gone 4 hols..be bak on e 4th..
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ok..this is random..but i've got 2 say dis..ever since jc, i din feel any sense of attachment..unlike 4d n 2h..lolx..sb3 pae din, sb4 jae din..but but but but but..i tink i finally found it in ac guitar..haha..go ac guitar!haha..hope e emsemble will form close bonds..haha..being forgotten by old frens aint nth when u got new ones..haha..
Acjc Guitar Emsemble..Gold with Honours..Gold with hearts (quote frm kat) go ac guitarists!
oh ya..n its nt cuz of e cute gals i mentioned..haha..
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bak frm guitar camp..haha..hours n hours of practice!!my fingers hurt lik crazy now!!aargh!!haha..gettin e feeling dat i ve no talent 4 either guitar 1 or 2..so shld ty 4 guitar 3..lolx..hmm..let's c..dis is a breakdown of e camp..lolx..mon went dere..had chem lessons..lolx..an hr..aft dat joined e rest 4 ice breaker games..haish..i hate ice breakers..lolx..ultra boring n ultra lame..lolx..partially useless 4 mi..cuz i was missing 4 e 1st part..so dno anybody's name wad-so-eva..haha..hmm..den was pulled out by charis 2 go get lunch..lolx..e caterer drove a car=.=" kinda unprofessional dun u tink..lolx..guess wasnt professional in e 1st place..juz a small business..lolx..guess wad..hahah..e uncle waited at acs(i) while we were waiting at our front gate..lolx..so dat lik wasted half an hr or so..while e rest were practicing.haha...lunch was fish, fishball n bee hoon..nt particularly appitezing..lolx..no offence charis..haha..den wilson go kope all e xtra fish..haha..e whole 2 days had malay food..which was like dry n had no water 2 wash it down..haha..aft lunch was practice practice n more proctice..my fingers feel lik its gg 2 split..haha...pain..lolx..practice ended with dinner..lolx..nasi lemak..den we go kope e eft over fish fillet n fish ball frm lunch..haha..aft dinner was movie marathon..watched forrest gump n some other show..left e other show half way go bleachers..lolx..den wanted 2 slp dere but cnt..lolx..went up 2 3rd floor..everyone dere..play cards etc..lolx..but was lik hot in dere!lolx..lik a no space slp..lolx..i slept sitting on a chair..aft dat moved down 2 e floor..my legs were freezing..but my head lik a sweating..haha..woke up every hr or so..dno y..haha..finally dawn!haha..woke up 6+ go wash up, wait 4 everyone wake up..
some ppl could slp lik no tmr..dno y..haha..den go "pt" haha..aft dat bfast, bread..not interested..so din eat...den practice till lunch..haish..fingers pain!haha..lunch was mee goreng..dry..lolx..but e nugget was nice..haha..aft lunch games!haha..all of us rushed 2 finish e game so dat we wldnt b e last grp..lol..they played touch rugby, but they had 2 score by throwing a water bomb at e opponent's grp ldr..lolx..i was e onli guy in e grp..so poor mi, grp ldr..haha..den e opponent kept throwing at mi..somehow or another, e water bombs will miss mi by abit..haha..so in the end, they din score..haha..muz had a magical aura..haha..last game had 2 crawl thru mud..e last team suffered e most as we cld sabo them..pour "water" on them..lolx..let's juz say they all smelt heavenly aft dat..haha..aft e wet affair, we went 2 wash up..n den got ready 4 dinner..buffet style..alot of left over rice..haha..den got ready 4 farewell..lolx..got dis "surprise" 4 them..coach wote a song..lolx.."we r e members of the guitar emsemble" lolx..den went bak hub..nat, daniel n shurul put up a performance..lolx..den watched e slide show by kaung n wk..alle photos of j2's..haha...doesnt matter..aft dat they watch movie..went 2 bleachers with charis they all..shiyi n laurel slping dere..haha..actually charis wad half aslp also..i jz take guitar n strum..haha..den i had 2 go..haha..cuz 2dae dental..lolx..so 2 bad..haha..i left..lolx..dat's abt all..lolx..now..dere were a few gd things thru dis camp..
1.i tink im betta at guitar.
2.i tink i love e emsemble more.
3.i learnt abit of e syf piece.
4.i got e tabs 4 i believe.
5.i learnt e beginning of more den words.
6.got 2 noe some more nice ppl.
7.had fun, n grew closer 2 e emsemble.
8.got some quie cute gals in e emsemble =P
so dat's abt it..lolx..cya!
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samsum:..u lik veh free liddat..haha..n ur 1st half of e tag sound so random..haha..hmm..i dno..haha..m i?i nt sure..haha..
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booo!!haha..my grp is coming over 2 go pw..lolx..kat sms onli at midnite..den ve 2 reschedule my stuff..haha..how how?i nid do my compre!!die die!!haha..den nid do econs oso..wah lau..suck larhz...1st june nid hand in le..so sianz..haha..haish..kkx..sh;dnt blog anymore..haha..they're coming over..haha..
sam:haha..liddat onli jiu happy arhx..haha..
kat: lolx..finesss...haha..rawks so wad..champions league 4th..haha..liverpool!haha..
yini:=.= no link??
-: aww..dat's swt..haha..hope u do noe mi well enuff 2 say dat..cuz i ve no idea who u r..haha..thanx aniwae..lolx..
xueqi: thanx..
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juz watched trasformers trailer..cant wait 4 it 2 open..7.4.7
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watch! http://ic1.deviantart.com/fs12/f/2006/317/3/f/SINGAPULA.swf
or http://youtube.com/watch?v=ch-z5s2JabY
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liverpool lost..sad..ctrled most of e game..did everything right except 4 score..haish..2 bads..1st milan goal was tycoo..but tycoo oso nid skill..lolx..but 2nd goal was nice..kuyt's goal brought faint hopes..haha..kkx..enuff abt dat..haha..
hmm..broke shiyi's eart dat day..haha..sry shiyi!!haha..
but..i shldnt say dis..but e world is unfair 2 guys n i shall leave it 2 dat..haha..
hmm...2dae..went out with fat butterfly, xj, jx, sam sum..haha..din say dis..but met sam sum in ac..haha..was in clz with jx..den c dat gl abit de famliar..took mi lik 4eva 2 register dat it was her..haha..she said she recognized mi lik since dno when..haha..oops..haha..aniwaes..had a gd laugh 2dae..mainly cuz of fat butterfly's antics..haha..realised dat sam quie emo..dun emo gal!haha..sometimes things juz happen..nobody wants it to but it juz hapens..haha..pick urself up, dust urself n carry on..haha..dun sad sad le..lolx..i understabd how u feel..haha..so cheerie upx!haha..
holidays are finally here..but damn!i nid do alot of stuff..compre..nid hand in on mon..im alr late..den nid sen e tcher e econs essay..nid 2 do it over e wkends, cuz nid hand in by 1st june n i havent goy time until e 4th..den sun ve pw..haish..has e hols really started?lolx..will it end quicky?im quite amazed at e rate at which time has flown by without mi even realising it..mayb cuz days r 2 repetitive..2 boring..haha...sianz.how i can use e hols properly..haha..
now 4 abit of emo..u can skip dis few para's if u dun wanna kena emo by me..lolx..
ok..someone once asked mi..even though if im nt christian, if there was one thing i wanted to pray for n hope dat it would come true..hmm..dat wld b acceptance..haha..my mbti says it all..i seek acceptance, affirmation n stuff lik dat..im nt tall dark or handsome, neither am i filthy rich..i dun ve any special talents, (cant sing, cant dance, no musical talent, no talent in sports either..) and neither am i particular brilliant..im juz some lame guy who cracks stupid jokes n irritate ppl..i nv truly felt accepted until she came, but now she left so whatever..hmm..i always seem 2 b sitting on the outside lookin in at a party, never in the actual party..lik some poor kid, wishing he was inside..haha..i dno y, but i juz feel dat way..i juz dun fit in...lolx..wherever i go, whatever i do..i seem 2 piss ppl off, make them unhappy..haish..mayb dis yr more larhz..feel it more cuz if a new enviroment..og, pae, jae..lolx..clz cliques?i dun tink i fall in2 anyone of them..hmm..best frens?haha..i dno..i hang out with xuan?haha..tok crap onli..haha..u noe..sometimes i admie gals u noe..they can share lik everything with each other..give hugs..haha..studies have shown dat hugging triggers dno wad, dat helps ur immune system..so mayb dat's y u c gals being healthier den guys in general..haha..c 2 guys hug n u go "gay!!!"haha..dat's e harsh reality..wad 2 do..haha...i wanna fit in..lolx..im lik a jigsaw with a jagged edge..cant fit in anywhere..lolx..wadever..lolx..i shall b strong..pick myself up, dust myself down and carry on with life!!jia youx rj!!haha...
tagg replies..
yini: wad's e link??????
kat: den y u kip emphasizing on dat?bian tai...lolx..H0Pe..haha..
meow:u miz mi arhx?i passed phy..16.. :p nth much 2 miz aniwaes..haha..
sam:hi!!haha..dun emo le..
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juz finish phy..feel a sense of accomplishment..lalalax..hmm..i dno wads 2 write..suddenly 4got le..haha..wadeva..rmb den blog..
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ok..i shall spend 5 mins if my time updating..haha.long time since i updated..haha..many tots..haha..but abit de bz 2 update..haha..2daes..mr kwok asked..if u guys had e chance, how many would leave 4 another place?actually, i dno..although i din raise up my hand, im nt veh sure about e choice i would make..everything seems so superficial now..e days juz zoom by, n e ppl u noe..its juz lik u juz happen 2 b in their life..lolx..if i had the chance to go somewhere else, im nt sure..haha..its juz dat kinda feeling dat e world is so fake..doesnt matter where u r, who u're with..lolx..hmm..another thing he talked about was our jc life..academics, cca n frenships..hmm..academic wise, i think im improving.of course im still rushing to complete my tutorials, but on the whole, i think i c improvement..hope i kip improving..its maths n econs dat i realy need to brush up on though..muz mug durng hols..haha..
den cca..i dno..guitar..haha..have yet 2 feel a strong sense of commitment n passion 4 it..but its slowly growing i think..hope that i kip getting better n find dat passion..haha..aft all, performing arts concert is just at the end of the year (tentative)..hope i'll b gd enuff 2 b on stage dat day!haha..well, kaung (guitar pres) sent us an email..haha..inside dere was this line.."and finally hearing you all playingas AN ENSEMBLE! i bet you all felt a sense of accomplishment aft that session.. "haha..actually, i tink we played horribly dat day..nt quite up 2 std..but ya, at least e ensemble is making progress i tink..haha.hope to be part of a gr8 ensemble!haha..hope e june camp wld help..haha..
hmm..frens..haha..i dno if i shld tok abt it..haha..as i said..everything seems superficial..haha..i dno...lik u juz hapen 2b dere, so u're dere..no real deep frenships forged..yet..haha..2 b true, im oso not sure wad r real frenships..haha..frens dat i've found in sec sch seem 2 b drifting away frm mi..i dun seem 2 understand anything abt them anymore..haha..e onli ppl i still kip in touch with seems 2 b xuan, cyx n mingle..haha..even my pae clz..i seem 2 b drifting 2..lolx..im lik lost when they say smthng, dno wad's gg on..so, im oso nt sure..wad r real frenships?haha..will they really stand by u when u nid them?i dno..haha..
on a lighter note, stanley created dis poll..4 Mr and Ms Scandalous..lolx..im in it..haha..wad's new..ive been surrounded by scandals since i stepped in2 dis sch..haha..wadeva..haha..den kat say wad e pieces dun fit..wadeva dat means..haha...n stanley arhx..u ve ur own scandals arhx...dun tink u can get away with it..haha..vote 4 no 2!haha...=.=
haha..wad else did i wanna tok abt..haha..cant rmb..i juz noe i damn tired..wasted, worn out, exhausted, beat, bleary, bone-weart, bushed, drained, effete, enervated, frazzled, outta gas, run down, sapped, spent, wearied..haha.im more mentally worn out actually..hope e hols do help..haha..but terms rite aft hols..so sianz.haha..hmm.cnt rmb wad else 2 say..2 tired..n i spent 2 much time on dis le..so gtg..
cya!
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chipz: i dunnid style my hair..n i dno wad show..is ch 8 7pm de..
yini:erm..i nt doing veh fine..haha..hope it come soon..haha..
ray: u nth do arhx..
cat: haha..dat doesnt apply 4 jc life..haha..its freakin hectic man..n i dun ve cca commitments..haha..
kat: 变态
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today..much betta..haha..mayb cuz i caught some slp last nite..den can lac abit..or mayb eat haribro!haha..lalalax..or mayb got laugh abit..haha..realised long time nv laugh le..haha..wadeva..haha..today was quite ok..haha.nth much..haha..hols r coming..still bz bz bz..haha..lalalax..haish..jia youx!!haha..i muz make it thru!!haha..2day watch tv..heard a rather interesting line..imagine a relationship to be like a telephone line..if one end kips calling, but e other end refuses to pick up, it'll ultimately be useless..haha..
-feeling abit betta n hoping e pieces will pick themselves up..
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ok..i shall make dis post quick..got alot of things do..wadted alot of time on dis le..haish..damn sad now..haha..nt feeling rite dis wk..haha..headache etc..mon during chapel super sick..my chest was lik damn tight den i cldnt really breath..felt lik fainting..haha..den e whole wk sick..lolx..den 2dae run 2.4..lik wanna die liddat..timing 12.4+ i 4got wad..haish..nxt wk run again bahx.i cant run 4 peanuts..haish..so sianz..miz my tlc..haha..lalalax..hmmm..wad i wanna say..went bak rv take cert..heard they got soccer now..but onli as 2nd cca..lolx..sianz..haha..
hmm..dat day jiayi was tokin abt passion..haha.her passion 4 choir pulls her thru all dis stuff..haha..4 wad do i ve passion 4?all my 1st passions i dun do well in it..lolx..soccer, bball..sianz..haha..wad e larhz..i cant run oso..haish..so wad can i really do?i havent really found anything im gd at yet..other den creating trouble dat is..haish..i juz cant find it..dat spark..lolx..so sianz..everyone has smthng they're gd at..what's mine?haha..hopin 2 find it quick & soon..haha..
bball..shld i join?haha..my parents dun approve of mi havin 2 cca..haish..sianz sianz sianz sianz!!!life is so comlicated..haish..sad..i nid a pilliar..
-等待你的到来，但等了那么就，你却还不出现。。
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fucking retarded..why come after me onli?fuck off..
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shitty..wad's wrong with blogger..cnt upload pics..
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today..haha..ytd was sicck.lolx..went 2 c doc take mc..lolx..feeling horrible..haha...e whole day cldnt concentrate cuz of e med..make mi groggy..den i kip dozing off..haha..so sianz..haha..wasted e mc..cldnt mug..lolx..haish..
hmm..mon was my bdae..lolx..alot of wishes..no prezzies..haha..but nvm..haha..lalalax..shall upload pics of my cake..haha...tink is e cake make mi sick..sun went eat kor, den eat cream puff, den eat ben's & jerry..lolx..mon e cake was choc mousse cake..haha..tink cuz eat 2 much le..haha...den fall sick..lolx..busy wk man..lolx..nxt wk nid do alot of things..lolx..esp independent research on alot of stuff..haish..sianz..y so bz de?haha...sweating like crazy now..lolx..dno y..fever?haha..
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chipz: den kip pulling my hair 4 wad..it's gettin irritatin..
me!:...
ris: everyone is tired..haha..i end sch at 430 everyday!!haish..erm..nth much..no pressies..hahah..
ray: i got dead mehz?
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100th post..nth glamorous..sick..again..lolx..will post more tmr..shld go slp soon..lolx..e doc ordered a dose of tlc, can anyone spare mi some?lolx..oh ya..dere's smthng wrong with blogger..
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haish.sianz..alot of work 2 do..but been slacking 4 so long..die..lolx..shit..dno how do math..lolx..was mugging with jiayi..but still dno how do..lolx..so stupid rite mi..haha...well...at least got 12 4 phy...haha..aargh!!alot of hw!!chem , mathh, phy, chi..die larhz.i shld go mug..
tagg replies:
chipz: when ppl dun dao mi lorhz..haha...& y u always wan abuse mi & my stuff..
me!: longtag..lazy reply..nokia is more user larhz..common knowledge..nokia is idiot proof..& i used a camera..
ray: finally figured out?gd boy..
niyi: nth 2 say..
meow..u slacker..everytime play games..
aniwae, new blog song..nice lyrics..but im nt christian though..
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todae i say gd bye 2 my k7ooi..lolx..spent 2yrs with it..lolx..it came at about the same time she did..if im nt mistaken it was juz a day aft it all started..haish..when it ended dis yr, e k700i brought bak bad memories..lolx..it was fun while it lasted..lolx..bye k700i!haha..den my new n6288..lolx..hopefully, it would bring about a new beginning as well..lolx..almost din buy 2dae, cuz no colour..lolx..but in e end found it..haha..hmm..alot of hw 2 do..no wonder it's called labour day..lolx..time 2 go mug..cya!
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