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Friday, May 25, 2007 @20:08:00

liverpool lost..sad..ctrled most of e game..did everything right except 4 score..haish..2 bads..1st milan goal was tycoo..but tycoo oso nid skill..lolx..but 2nd goal was nice..kuyt's goal brought faint hopes..haha..kkx..enuff abt dat..haha..
hmm..broke shiyi's eart dat day..haha..sry shiyi!!haha..
but..i shldnt say dis..but e world is unfair 2 guys n i shall leave it 2 dat..haha..

hmm...2dae..went out with fat butterfly, xj, jx, sam sum..haha..din say dis..but met sam sum in ac..haha..was in clz with jx..den c dat gl abit de famliar..took mi lik 4eva 2 register dat it was her..haha..she said she recognized mi lik since dno when..haha..oops..haha..aniwaes..had a gd laugh 2dae..mainly cuz of fat butterfly's antics..haha..realised dat sam quie emo..dun emo gal!haha..sometimes things juz happen..nobody wants it to but it juz hapens..haha..pick urself up, dust urself n carry on..haha..dun sad sad le..lolx..i understabd how u feel..haha..so cheerie upx!haha..

holidays are finally here..but damn!i nid do alot of stuff..compre..nid hand in on mon..im alr late..den nid sen e tcher e econs essay..nid 2 do it over e wkends, cuz nid hand in by 1st june n i havent goy time until e 4th..den sun ve pw..haish..has e hols really started?lolx..will it end quicky?im quite amazed at e rate at which time has flown by without mi even realising it..mayb cuz days r 2 repetitive..2 boring..haha...sianz.how i can use e hols properly..haha..

now 4 abit of emo..u can skip dis few para's if u dun wanna kena emo by me..lolx..
ok..someone once asked mi..even though if im nt christian, if there was one thing i wanted to pray for n hope dat it would come true..hmm..dat wld b acceptance..haha..my mbti says it all..i seek acceptance, affirmation n stuff lik dat..im nt tall dark or handsome, neither am i filthy rich..i dun ve any special talents, (cant sing, cant dance, no musical talent, no talent in sports either..) and neither am i particular brilliant..im juz some lame guy who cracks stupid jokes n irritate ppl..i nv truly felt accepted until she came, but now she left so whatever..hmm..i always seem 2 b sitting on the outside lookin in at a party, never in the actual party..lik some poor kid, wishing he was inside..haha..i dno y, but i juz feel dat way..i juz dun fit in...lolx..wherever i go, whatever i do..i seem 2 piss ppl off, make them unhappy..haish..mayb dis yr more larhz..feel it more cuz if a new enviroment..og, pae, jae..lolx..clz cliques?i dun tink i fall in2 anyone of them..hmm..best frens?haha..i dno..i hang out with xuan?haha..tok crap onli..haha..u noe..sometimes i admie gals u noe..they can share lik everything with each other..give hugs..haha..studies have shown dat hugging triggers dno wad, dat helps ur immune system..so mayb dat's y u c gals being healthier den guys in general..haha..c 2 guys hug n u go "gay!!!"haha..dat's e harsh reality..wad 2 do..haha...i wanna fit in..lolx..im lik a jigsaw with a jagged edge..cant fit in anywhere..lolx..wadever..lolx..i shall b strong..pick myself up, dust myself down and carry on with life!!jia youx rj!!haha...

tagg replies..


yini: wad's e link??????

kat: den y u kip emphasizing on dat?bian tai...lolx..H0Pe..haha..

meow:u miz mi arhx?i passed phy..16.. :p nth much 2 miz aniwaes..haha..

sam:hi!!haha..dun emo le..

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i'm mr huang. according to someone.
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was born on 7th may.
18 years wasted.
was part of mayflower primary.
transferred to pps.
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rvhs-centaur 1/2h,3/4d,
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