Monday, May 21, 2007 @20:16:00
ok..i shall spend 5 mins if my time updating..haha.long time since i updated..haha..many tots..haha..but abit de bz 2 update..haha..2daes..mr kwok asked..if u guys had e chance, how many would leave 4 another place?actually, i dno..although i din raise up my hand, im nt veh sure about e choice i would make..everything seems so superficial now..e days juz zoom by, n e ppl u noe..its juz lik u juz happen 2 b in their life..lolx..if i had the chance to go somewhere else, im nt sure..haha..its juz dat kinda feeling dat e world is so fake..doesnt matter where u r, who u're with..lolx..hmm..another thing he talked about was our jc life..academics, cca n frenships..hmm..academic wise, i think im improving.of course im still rushing to complete my tutorials, but on the whole, i think i c improvement..hope i kip improving..its maths n econs dat i realy need to brush up on though..muz mug durng hols..haha..
den cca..i dno..guitar..haha..have yet 2 feel a strong sense of commitment n passion 4 it..but its slowly growing i think..hope that i kip getting better n find dat passion..haha..aft all, performing arts concert is just at the end of the year (tentative)..hope i'll b gd enuff 2 b on stage dat day!haha..well, kaung (guitar pres) sent us an email..haha..inside dere was this line.."and finally hearing you all playingas AN ENSEMBLE! i bet you all felt a sense of accomplishment aft that session.. "haha..actually, i tink we played horribly dat day..nt quite up 2 std..but ya, at least e ensemble is making progress i tink..haha.hope to be part of a gr8 ensemble!haha..hope e june camp wld help..haha..
hmm..frens..haha..i dno if i shld tok abt it..haha..as i said..everything seems superficial..haha..i dno...lik u juz hapen 2b dere, so u're dere..no real deep frenships forged..yet..haha..2 b true, im oso not sure wad r real frenships..haha..frens dat i've found in sec sch seem 2 b drifting away frm mi..i dun seem 2 understand anything abt them anymore..haha..e onli ppl i still kip in touch with seems 2 b xuan, cyx n mingle..haha..even my pae clz..i seem 2 b drifting 2..lolx..im lik lost when they say smthng, dno wad's gg on..so, im oso nt sure..wad r real frenships?haha..will they really stand by u when u nid them?i dno..haha..
on a lighter note, stanley created dis poll..4 Mr and Ms Scandalous..lolx..im in it..haha..wad's new..ive been surrounded by scandals since i stepped in2 dis sch..haha..wadeva..haha..den kat say wad e pieces dun fit..wadeva dat means..haha...n stanley arhx..u ve ur own scandals arhx...dun tink u can get away with it..haha..vote 4 no 2!haha...=.=
haha..wad else did i wanna tok abt..haha..cant rmb..i juz noe i damn tired..wasted, worn out, exhausted, beat, bleary, bone-weart, bushed, drained, effete, enervated, frazzled, outta gas, run down, sapped, spent, wearied..haha.im more mentally worn out actually..hope e hols do help..haha..but terms rite aft hols..so sianz.haha..hmm.cnt rmb wad else 2 say..2 tired..n i spent 2 much time on dis le..so gtg..
cya!
tagg repilies.........
chipz: i dunnid style my hair..n i dno wad show..is ch 8 7pm de..
yini:erm..i nt doing veh fine..haha..hope it come soon..haha..
ray: u nth do arhx..
cat: haha..dat doesnt apply 4 jc life..haha..its freakin hectic man..n i dun ve cca commitments..haha..
kat:
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