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Saturday, June 30, 2007 @21:40:00

haha.. as the title suggests, a post at last.. from this post onwards, i shall attempt to use good english! haha..

firstly, i should wish xw n xj happy belated birthdays.. 26th and 28th july! haha.. super belated.. so sorry.. been too busy with terms recently.. so i hadn't come online for quite some time.. haha.. happy birthday anyway, even though its really belated..

next terms.. haha.. terms was i kinda bad.. haha.. here's a quick review..
day 1:
gp: quite ok.. could do the questions..hopefully passable.
chem: er.. rather screwed.. i didn't finish.. but but but.. hopefully passable too.. spent like half an hour on mcq..
day 2:
econs: totally gave up on this.. but surprisingly, i could manage.. i think this should be an ok pass..
math: screwed.. didn't do 20 marks..r
day 3:
chi: most relaxed day.. should be able to pass.. wrote 6 pages for compo.. just hoping the teacher doesnt mark as 离题..
day 4:
mug.
day 5:
physics: was surprisingly easy.. caught me by surprise.. quite unexpected questions.. some i didn't know how to deal with, which is rather worrying.. may scrap a pass..
well, that's about it.. physics spa is coming up on tuesday.. wish me luck..

third thing i wanna talk about.. physics.. or rather the teachers.. i was really pissed at that.. yes they were the earliest to let us in.. but yet, we didn't start the exam early.. so we were made to sit lik fools, with teachers keep going "keep quiet" (and wait lik fools cause we're not going to start the exam until e stated time)...next, after the exam..ok..maybe every other department other than chinese was guilty of this.. after all the scripts were collected, stupid threats and stupid excuses were given to keep ask quiet.. "there shouldn't be any talking, the exam is still on" ya right, then why are our exam scripts with you and why cant we carry on writing? the freaking exam is over e moment you ask us to stop writing for goodness sake.. we keep quiet while you collect the papers in case you say we are cheating cause the scripts are with us.. but after the scripts are collected, the freaking exam is over!! as if any of us would be still holding on to the scripts to cheat.. and if he wanted to hand it in, he would have to suddenly go "wait wait! i havent handed in my scripts!!" =.="' i quite like the chi department for being so honest.. saying that they would appreciate some quiet while they check the papers. treat us like adults and not fools and we'll give you the due respect.. dun treat us like idiots ya? and maybe someone would like to enlighten me on why we were not allowed to switched on our mobile phones after the exam, and why should we sit like idiots quietly while waiting for the briefing? ridiculous..

hmm.. today.. was quite pissed.. but is a long story, so i shouldnt talk about it.. lolx.. don't bring up bad memories..

er.. holidays was ok.. i guess.. spent alot of time mugging.. ok, may i didn't mug as hard as i wanted to.. so i don't expect to do well for terms.. lolx..

last part of my super long post today..
dont say you know the pain i felt cause you don't.
you don't know what it is like to be thrown into a new enviroment and left alone.
you don't know what it is like to have the person you need most to leave you when you need them the most.
you don't know what it is like to be let down by the person you trust and loved the most.
you don't know what it is like to fall so hard that you're so afraid to trust someone anymore.
you don't know what it is like to not dare to fall in love again.
you don't know what it is like to be stabbed and not knonw why you were killed.
so don't say you know the pain i felt cause you don't.
but thank god for friends around me.. special thanks to my meix.. especially charis and xw.. and of course, the other two who share a special bond with.. jx and (jx)^-1.. fortunately, or unfortunately..they too had the same fate as me.. breakup.. so we kinda bonded together, and hang out with each other.. haha... people who don't understand thid special bond between as, please keep ur @#$%&* comments to yourself.. hopefully, this bond carries us all the way, keeps us together..

oh ya.. one more last last part.. my tribute to the national stadium.. as i am typing, the final farewell is going on.. the national stadium has been a part of singapore.. saying goodbye is strange.. like a huge chunk of us, our history.. granted, though the number of times i've been to the stadium is less than the number of fingers on my right hand, one can't help feel that strange feeling.. having watched so many national days, soccer matches.. the kallang wave, the kallang roar.. all that will be missed.. goodbye national stadium, i salute you!!

tagg replies:

sam: i tink u understand now?

yini: haha..dat post wasnt about love..is about forgiveness..haha..so dunnid worry about me..im fine..haha..in fact, im great!!haha..and thanx for spamming..e song is原来by ljj..

ris: jiayoux jiayoux jiayoux, ur kor is always here 4 u!!haha..

me!: update le..haha..

cat: update le!!haha..

♥ you and i both loved

Sunday, June 17, 2007 @19:32:00

haha..2dae, my post is dedicated 2 u..haha..my 1st crush..ya..some might noe who..haha..in fact pps ppl shld noe..it was a well known..er.. "scandal"?
i tink of wad might ve been, may have been, would have been..haha..why?was reading e letter u wrote..or more correctly e compo..haha..set mi thinkin..wad might ve been, may have been, would have been..haha..we both noe dat i dun suit u n u dun suit mi now..haha..y m i bringing dis up?haha..cuz dis kinda teaches mi 2 4get..haha..cuz of e "scandal", relationships btw us was tense..haha..din really tok much..haha..but look at us now!haha..wad do u noe?who wld ve expected it?haha..4get e past, move on 2 e future.haha..thanx!!haha..for teachin mi dat..lolx..thanx 4 all ur concern too..haha..i dno wad else other den ty to say..haha..im nt gd with my words..lolx..

aniwae, im tryin 2 4give her.but i juz cant..haha..but u!!haha..teachin mi smthng impt..i shall try!ok..seriously..maby i hate her 2 e core now..but mayb some yrs down mi n her wld b lik u n mi?haha..ok dis is confusing..haha..shld nt continue anymore..haha..byeX!haha..
i tink if u read dis u shld noe im tokin abt u..haha..

♥ you and i both loved

Saturday, June 16, 2007 @22:18:00

Favorite holiday?
-xmas?or mayb new yr..when i can hang out with my frens..haha..or mayb cny when got ang bao..lolx..
Favorite Season?
-er..winter?depends on e country bahx..haha..if hokkaido den is evey season!!haha..
Have you ever cried over a girl/boy?
-Duh
Last Movie You Watched?
-4got..but gg watch transformers..woots!
What books are you reading?
-no book..juz notes..
Piercings?
-none.
Favorite Movie?
-transformers!haha..
Favorite college football Team?
-college?lolx..fav football team is liverpool!!haha..
What were you doing before filling this out?
-watchin tv..
Any pets?
-my sis?pig?
Dogs or cats?
-DOGS xD
Favorite Flower?
-er..not sure..wadeva my gf give mi..haha..
Have you ever loved someone?
-make a guess..its nt dat difficult..
Who would you like to see right now?
-psycho?
Have you ever fired a gun?
-uh huh..wad u tink i spent 4 yrs in ncc for?
Do you like to travel by plane?
-depends on with who and e entertainment sys..ANA, SQ n Silkair nt bad..haha..
Right-handed or Left-handed?
-RIGHTY xD
If you could go to any place right now where would you go?
-hokkaido?
Are you missing someone?
-part of mi..haha..e other part hates her 2 e core..
Do you have a tattoo?
-nope..
Do you still watch cartoons on Saturday mornings?
-depends..on wad time i wake up n if dere's anything betta 2 do..
Are you hiding something from someone?
-er..yes?
ARE YOU 18?
-coming..
WHAT IS THE WALLPAPER ON YOUR PC?
-family at hokkaido..
DID YOU GET ENOUGH SLEEP LAST NIGHT?
-ya..
FIRST THING YOU THOUGHT ABOUT THIS MORNING?
-shit..i nid 2 mug 2dae..
GRILLED OR FRIED?
-depends on food..haha..usually grilled..
WHAT MAKES YOU UNIQUE?
-3 letters make dis sentence. I M Mi..
ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK?
-nt really..
FAVORITE HANGOUT?
-bed?mayb je?with frens..
THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT?
-used 2 b her?haha..things i love..haha..
FAVORITE SONG?
-er..no particular one..
WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF?
-losing e people n stuff i love..
ARE YOU A GIVER OR TAKER?
-er..used 2 give..now wanna take!!haha..
WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
-rj?
LAST PERSON WHO CALLED YOU?
-er..nobody calls mi..oh ya..xj..i sms her n she call mi 2 reply..
WHAT IS YOUR DADS MIDDLE NAME?
-none.
WHATS YOUR MOTHERS MIDDLE NAME?
-nil
STUCK ON A DESERTED ISLAND & COULD TAKE ONE THING?
-future darling..haha..
WHO'S YOUR CELL PHONE PROVIDER?
-singtel
First THING you'll save in a fire?
-er..dno..haha..
Whats your favorite color?
-blue?
WHAT ARE THE THINGS YOU ALWAYS TAKE WITH YOU?
-phone
WHAT DID YOU WANNA BE WHEN YOU WERE A KID?
-eh..not sure..dun tink i had an aspiration..
WHAT DO YOU USUALLY DO WHEN THECLOCK TURNS 11:11?
-slp or watch tv..
THE COLOR of YOUR BEDSHEEt?
-now is white n blue..changes frm time to time..
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT BEFORE YOU GO TO BED?
-should i do my workout 2dae?
CHOOSE 10 PEOPLE TO COMPLETE THIS
anybody who reads dis..haha..

♥ you and i both loved

Wednesday, June 13, 2007 @14:42:00

slp?do we get enuff of it?juz read abt teenagers nt gettin enuff slp in mind ur body..haha..i mean, wad's so surprisng?haha..im recommended 2 get 8-9 hrs of slp per day..i wake up at 530, so if my math does not fail mi, i nid 2 slp at let's say..at 830 or 930?n of course u dun juz magically fall aslp, so u nid 2 go 2 bed abt half an hr b4..so dat maks it 8 or 9?ok..now, i end school at 430 everyday..witout cca's..with cca's would be 6+, 7?take abt an hr travelling, plus dinner, shower..everything wld let's say add up 2 an hr++..so dat'll leave mi 3 hours at most to do my stuff?even if i wake up at 6 n risk being late, i'll still at most have 3.5 hrs?so wad's so surprising abt havin insufficient slp?lolx..it aint our fault..haha..

tag replies:

sam:haha..typical gal..haha..sun hot den can tan mahx..haha..

cat:trying 2..haha..thanx..

♥ you and i both loved

Sunday, June 10, 2007 @21:13:00

sometimes, when u look up in the sky n wonder..u find urself so small, so lonely, so insignificant..does anybody out dere really care?or r u somebody who juz happens 2 b in their life?haha..kkx..dis is not another freaky emo post..juz smthng random..haha..
aniwaes..terms r coming..im gg 2 b so dead..shld start mugging..lolx..havent done anything..haha..wish mi luck :)

♥ you and i both loved

Friday, June 08, 2007 @18:01:00

went 4 interview at SADeaf ytd..haha..was so scary and pressurising at 1st..haha..turns out dat they were nice ppl..haha..ans oured qns..helped us alot..haha..kudos 2 liz 4 askin e qns..lolx..i was bz typing, tryin 2 kip up..haha..it wasnt ez when e qns kept jumping ard..haha..learnt a-z in sign..haha..was an interesting day..lolx..

tag replies:

cat: haha..is cuz ur grandparents noe ur exams r coming..haha..

samsum: haha..10yrs ago u still rmb?haha..quite nice larhz..e water quite clear..but club med more of activities den of beach lehz..haha..

kat: er..who buys players based on looks?n torres hasnt been scoring..villa juz scored a double 4 spain.woots!

♥ you and i both loved

Wednesday, June 06, 2007 @10:55:00

the season has ended..now players play their final euro qulifying game before jetting off for their holidays..the transfer market however is starting to buzz with activity..chelsea are rivalling liverpool for malouda n alves(cant they get their own players?)
liverpool's season hasn't been up 2 expextations in the league and they nid some major signings..who do you think liverpool should sign?i personally think dat villa, alves, simao n silva would fit the bill nicely..adding power to e flanks, a scorer and a defender.of course milito cld be altenative..who do you tink liverpool shoud buy?vote now!!any other player not mentioned can be brought up in the tag board..

♥ you and i both loved

Monday, June 04, 2007 @21:22:00

finally back from bali..was an interesting place..lolx..but abit boring at times..lolx..now 2 updae u on my life..haha..

day 1: 31 may.caught an evening flight there.by e time we were dere was 2 late 2 do anything..reached e hotel room at 11+..dinner on flight..

day 2: 1 june.woke up, took a walk around the resort..bali dynasty..looked ard n popped ard e beach 2 take a look..nth fantastic yet..went shopping..walked 2 discovery..the walk there was horrible..so many people soliciting for business..tatoo, massage, boat sir?was lik a freaking irritating..the roads were even worse..everyone seems 2 b using their horn "sparingly"..the taxi's were the worse things man..every taxi would try 2 pick u up..they'ld drive slowly and honk at u..u shake ur head and they honk at someone else..the most amazing part was that the taxi directly behind would honk at u n ask if u "wan taxi?" even when u blatantly rejected the guy directly in front of him in his face!i mean wadis wrong with these people?are they short sighted or wad?u noe, they shld ve a sign..for us 2 hang ard our necks.."NO WE DO NOT WANT A TAXI!" aniwae, lunch was a simple afair..walked abt e shopping centre..the day was followed by a "half day tour" which onli consisted of 1 destination..was a monkey filled temple..lolx..e gd part was e view n e sunset..lolx..was quite nice..den went 2 jimbarang 4 dinner..e bomb site..haha..was a beautiful place..although smoky..e entire beached was lighted up with rows n rows of candles..e sky was filled with stars n e ocean was splashing nearby..lolx..y wld anyone wan 2 bomb dis place?dinner seafood..we dropped off near matahari shopping complex..walked e streets n shopped ard..ended up takin a wrong turn and heading e wrong direction..so we took a cab bak 2 e hotel..security now is rather tight..they screen everyone n every car coming in..lolx..dun wan a repeat..lolx..

day 3: 2 june.walked out..looked ard..rented a car..wanted 2 return 2 hotel, but no direct route...horrible traffic..took an hr 2 get bak when walkin wld ve taken 15 mins?aft dat attemted 2 visit e beach..low tide..cldnt do anything..so drive bak..lolx..went 2 e pool 4 a swim..aft dat attempted 2 go legian 2 look 4 dinner...clnt get 2 e street we wanted..one way..so we had 2 go one big round 2 enter frm e other way..cdnt find it..so gave up..bali roads r horrible..lolx..ended up in some place eating a simple dinner..lolx..on e way bakk..guess wad..saw bubba gump shrimp co..lolx..they've got things similiar 2 e movie.haha..din noe it was such a famous movie..yups..nth else 4 e day..

day 4: 3 june.drove 2 tanahalot in e morn..another temple.lolx..again gr8 view..haha..nth much..haha..den went 2 a high class resturant by e beach..lunch by e beach..not bad..haha..e sea view was nice..haha..e toilet was super cool..haha...kinda all black, den cldnt c..e toilet bowl they illuminate with spotlight..haha..aft dat went 2 kuta beach..lolx..waves were nice..plenty of surfers..lolx..went bak 2 hotel, wash up n went out 4 dinner..a balinese resturant..lolx..had nasi dno wad..haha..aft dinner, hotel..lolx..

day 5: 4 june.woke up early 2 catch a morning flight..

so as u can c..bali was not dat fascinating..was interesting, but no where near gr8..lolx..e beach was not as gd as ppl said it was..mayb i went 2 e wrong beach..i dno..lolx..din do much..laze ard..watch tv..lolx..basically dats it..din even get a tan..lolx..shall upload pics soon..if im nt lazy..

tag replies:

sher:er..i cant decide..lolx..

xuan:which one?

♥ you and i both loved