Saturday, June 30, 2007 @21:40:00
haha.. as the title suggests, a post at last.. from this post onwards, i shall attempt to use good english! haha..
firstly, i should wish xw n xj happy belated birthdays.. 26th and 28th july! haha.. super belated.. so sorry.. been too busy with terms recently.. so i hadn't come online for quite some time.. haha.. happy birthday anyway, even though its really belated..
next terms.. haha.. terms was i kinda bad.. haha.. here's a quick review..
day 1:
gp: quite ok.. could do the questions..hopefully passable.
chem: er.. rather screwed.. i didn't finish.. but but but.. hopefully passable too.. spent like half an hour on mcq..
day 2:
econs: totally gave up on this.. but surprisingly, i could manage.. i think this should be an ok pass..
math: screwed.. didn't do 20 marks..r
day 3:
chi: most relaxed day.. should be able to pass.. wrote 6 pages for compo.. just hoping the teacher doesnt mark as 离题..
day 4:
mug.
day 5:
physics: was surprisingly easy.. caught me by surprise.. quite unexpected questions.. some i didn't know how to deal with, which is rather worrying.. may scrap a pass..
well, that's about it.. physics spa is coming up on tuesday.. wish me luck..
third thing i wanna talk about.. physics.. or rather the teachers.. i was really pissed at that.. yes they were the earliest to let us in.. but yet, we didn't start the exam early.. so we were made to sit lik fools, with teachers keep going "keep quiet" (and wait lik fools cause we're not going to start the exam until e stated time)...next, after the exam..ok..maybe every other department other than chinese was guilty of this.. after all the scripts were collected, stupid threats and stupid excuses were given to keep ask quiet.. "there shouldn't be any talking, the exam is still on" ya right, then why are our exam scripts with you and why cant we carry on writing? the freaking exam is over e moment you ask us to stop writing for goodness sake.. we keep quiet while you collect the papers in case you say we are cheating cause the scripts are with us.. but after the scripts are collected, the freaking exam is over!! as if any of us would be still holding on to the scripts to cheat.. and if he wanted to hand it in, he would have to suddenly go "wait wait! i havent handed in my scripts!!" =.="' i quite like the chi department for being so honest.. saying that they would appreciate some quiet while they check the papers. treat us like adults and not fools and we'll give you the due respect.. dun treat us like idiots ya? and maybe someone would like to enlighten me on why we were not allowed to switched on our mobile phones after the exam, and why should we sit like idiots quietly while waiting for the briefing? ridiculous..
hmm.. today.. was quite pissed.. but is a long story, so i shouldnt talk about it.. lolx.. don't bring up bad memories..
er.. holidays was ok.. i guess.. spent alot of time mugging.. ok, may i didn't mug as hard as i wanted to.. so i don't expect to do well for terms.. lolx..
last part of my super long post today..
dont say you know the pain i felt cause you don't.
you don't know what it is like to be thrown into a new enviroment and left alone.
you don't know what it is like to have the person you need most to leave you when you need them the most.
you don't know what it is like to be let down by the person you trust and loved the most.
you don't know what it is like to fall so hard that you're so afraid to trust someone anymore.
you don't know what it is like to not dare to fall in love again.
you don't know what it is like to be stabbed and not knonw why you were killed.
so don't say you know the pain i felt cause you don't.
but thank god for friends around me.. special thanks to my meix.. especially charis and xw.. and of course, the other two who share a special bond with.. jx and (jx)^-1.. fortunately, or unfortunately..they too had the same fate as me.. breakup.. so we kinda bonded together, and hang out with each other.. haha... people who don't understand thid special bond between as, please keep ur @#$%&* comments to yourself.. hopefully, this bond carries us all the way, keeps us together..
oh ya.. one more last last part.. my tribute to the national stadium.. as i am typing, the final farewell is going on.. the national stadium has been a part of singapore.. saying goodbye is strange.. like a huge chunk of us, our history.. granted, though the number of times i've been to the stadium is less than the number of fingers on my right hand, one can't help feel that strange feeling.. having watched so many national days, soccer matches.. the kallang wave, the kallang roar.. all that will be missed.. goodbye national stadium, i salute you!!
tagg replies:
sam: i tink u understand now?
yini: haha..dat post wasnt about love..is about forgiveness..haha..so dunnid worry about me..im fine..haha..in fact, im great!!haha..and thanx for spamming..e song is原来by ljj..
ris: jiayoux jiayoux jiayoux, ur kor is always here 4 u!!haha..
me!: update le..haha..
cat: update le!!haha..