Monday, July 02, 2007 @11:10:00
wow.. second post.. ok, the previous doesn't really count.. haha.. second post in perfect english.. ok, it ain't perfect.. but understandable without all the shorthands i used to use.. lolx..
this post here is to pray.. haha.. even though im not christian.. and hopefully my prayers will be answered.. haha..
ok, here goes nothing..
dear lord, im here, praying even though im not christian, but i know that my prayers will be answered.. i pray for strength.. strength to carry on.. im lost.. i don't know what direction to take anymore.. i don't know which way i should go.. please, show me the way.. guide me through this darkness cause i don't know what to do anymore..
i also pray, pray for the strenght to forgive her.. i don;t know why, but i just cannot forgive her for the way that she treated me.. i know i have to put it down, i know i need to carry on.. but i cant..i don't know why.. i know if i don't forgive her, i can't forget her.. so lord, please give me the strength to forgive and forget her..
next, i would like to pray for the people around me.. i want to pray for my meix.. especially charis and jasmine.. i pray that charis can find her happiness.. find someone who won't break her heart, find someone that can make her happy and smile.. i feel so helpless whenever i see my meix all upset and i just can't seem to do anything about it... so the only thing i can think of is t pray for them, comfort them.. of course, im not forgetting jasmine.. i pray that she gets the strength to carry on, to forget what she needs to forget, and the strength to face her nightmares and conquer them..
i pray for sam, pray that she forgets about someone, prat that she gets her life back, and not be troubled by such things anymore.. to be able to be carefree!! haha.. god bless them.. and of course, lastly, i'll like to pray for xj and jx.. haha.. pray that xj doesn't get too troubled by the recent happenings in her life and that she can find her guardian angel soon.. pray for jx.. that he can find his happiness too!! haha... and i pray that all of us remain tight forever.. all this in jesus name i pray, amen..
ok.. that was weird.. but i guess, that's how i wish stuff to turn out.. lolx.. and i don't know if i did it correctly.. but, whatever.. juz wish for happiness for them.. haha.. now to the more boring stuff.. bits of my life.. haha.. later going watch trasformers at jp.. looking forward.. have read mixed reviews of it.. but it should be anice movie.. since im a fan (sort of).. at least i know what's going on.. i've watched the cartoons.. and my cousin who's a hardcore fan.. i kinda rubbed abit off him having stayed at his place when i was young.. well, i tink he's supposed to be my godbrother.. since his mom's my godmom.. well.. looking forward to transfomers!! haha..