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Sunday, July 29, 2007 @15:56:00

it's been raining a lot recently.. suits my mood... and many others too.. are we moody cause of the rain? or is the weather reading our hearts? little things are pissing me off now.. I've become really short tempered and irritable.. emo..
i don't know why either.. feel forsaken and abandoned.. people around me seem so oblivious.. so fake.. no feelings.. like a mask.. a veil.. around me. I'm locking myself in.. slowly but surely.. no one i really hang out with.. that's my life i guess.. poor me.. hahax.. kinda used to it already.. that there's no one around.. as i said before.. things in life we cant change, we just have to live with it.. lolx.. its not easy, but i will survive.. there's more to life than this fake veil around me and one day, i will break free from this veil and i will live a better life.. its hope and belief that keeps me going.. hope for a better tomorrow and the belief that tomorrow would be a better day.. you cant changer the way your life works, but you can change the way you deal with it.. don't bother yourself with fickle matters and fickle people, cause they're just not worth it.. you don't need no one.. be strong and carry on.. it's my life..
-rain rain go away.. be strong..

♥ you and i both loved

& Me

i'm mr huang. according to someone.
and apparently i have 1001 friends.
and they love "taste from the orient"
but normal people call me ruijie. or rj.
was born on 7th may.
18 years wasted.
was part of mayflower primary.
transferred to pps.
pps-cheetah 3m,4l,5k,6l,
rvhs-centaur 1/2h,3/4d,
acj-erif-salamander 1sb3/ as before
was a member of rvnc and ac guitar
horoscope is taurus
blood type is O i guess
msn me at thedevilawakens@gmail.com

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