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Friday, July 27, 2007 @19:17:00

hahax...im beginning to blog sporadically now.. hahax.. nothing much to blog about.. issues in life seem to grow as you get older.. some of them you solve, other's you never.. that's a fact of life and you have to deal with it.. hahax.. i've learnt to.. even up till today, i still don't know what went wrong.. lolx.. yesterday during practice.. some gal asked mi.. you stead with XX before izzit? i was like.. ya.. long ago..(how did you know?) did she tell the whole world? could still remember.. when Pauline first asked me.. then was hao.. lolx.. how many people did you tell? or is this a misunderstanding? well you once said we should reconcile our friendship.. but if this is who you are and what you're doing, i don't want to.. i don't want to be friends with such a person.. makes me wonder.. who are you really.. have you changed that much?

well some facts n life i cannot change, i can just learn to live with it.. sometimes its not just the people whom you care about, but the people who care for you.. Charis my darling, it does seem that he cares for you doesnt it? hahax.. many people care, but we're often blind to realise it.. life itself is no bed of roses.. falling for someone can be painful.. but hopefully there's someone to cushion your fall.. hahax.. hope you do get your happily ever after.. your kor will support you.. hahax..

this was a tiring week... i don't really know why but i feel super sapped.. was kinda quiet today.. lolx.. no energy.. hahax.. actually was a bit of negative energy.. moody.. hahax.. guys can get mood swings too! hahax.. haish.. at least this weekend i''l be free to do my homework.. cant wait for the national day holiday to arrive.. lolx.. and im so broke.. need go withdraw a bit of cash.. hahax.. well, i reckon that's about it.. nothing much more to update.. lolx..
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tag replies:

ris: where's your tag.. hahax.

yini: yups yups.. then got those who don't have any initiative.. super attitude.. hahax..
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Leave Out All The Rest
I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared
After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here
So if you're asking me
I want you to know
[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
[End Chorus]
Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shared what I made
I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you
So if you're asking meI want you to know
[Chorus]
Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well
Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are
[Chorus]
Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well
Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are

♥ you and i both loved

& Me

i'm mr huang. according to someone.
and apparently i have 1001 friends.
and they love "taste from the orient"
but normal people call me ruijie. or rj.
was born on 7th may.
18 years wasted.
was part of mayflower primary.
transferred to pps.
pps-cheetah 3m,4l,5k,6l,
rvhs-centaur 1/2h,3/4d,
acj-erif-salamander 1sb3/ as before
was a member of rvnc and ac guitar
horoscope is taurus
blood type is O i guess
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el
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the yawn

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