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Friday, August 03, 2007 @20:49:00

pissed at you, disappointed in you, absolutely disgusted.. just when i was changing my view on you.. how could you do this to your own friend? especially one that trusted you.. gave you a 70% trust rating.. i pray to god that i am wrong man.. trust takes eons to build up, but just a foolish moment to destroy it.. i don't know all the facts and im hoping my inference is wrong.. i don't want to grow to hate you.. unless u are really that fake.. why cant people show their true sides and be sincere?

had practice again on thursday.. did better than wednesday.. hahax.. first time the ensemble played together with all the sections.. la bamba.. hahax.. sounded awful at first.. hahax.. but slowly we're getting there.. hahax.. jiayoux!! ac guitar 0708!! hahax.. charis and cynthia seem to be the only two gals in g3.. hahax.. hope.. hahax.. look forward to the trip next year.. hopefully i'll be good enough to perform.. hahax.. shall try my best..

physics test was ok i guess.. so was spa.. a hectic week is over.. now comes much needed respite.. should go watch rush hour3.. but need to mug for econs and math.. hope to form my study group soon.. hahax.. then start mugging for promos.. should work very very hard!! hahax.. i can do it.. my aim: my name on the board.. hahax.. 2nd aim: me on stage performing.. hahax.. there is no try.. only do or do not.. hahax.. jiayoux.. hahax.. im feeling much brighter today.. maybe cause its the end of the week? hahax..

tomorrow have meet the parents.. hahax.. my parents wanna meet kwok.. hopes everything goes smoothly.. hahax.. think that's about all.. shall go try the new games in my phone.. hahax..
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tag replies:

me: orh.. ok darling.. hahax..

chipz: you need run faster.. hahax..

ris: hahax.. you so busy still dare say.. lolx.. and i don't know what it is like to like someone anymore.. lolx.. i don't dare.. don't even dare trust people around me.. especially after you-know-what.. lolx..

♥ you and i both loved

& Me

i'm mr huang. according to someone.
and apparently i have 1001 friends.
and they love "taste from the orient"
but normal people call me ruijie. or rj.
was born on 7th may.
18 years wasted.
was part of mayflower primary.
transferred to pps.
pps-cheetah 3m,4l,5k,6l,
rvhs-centaur 1/2h,3/4d,
acj-erif-salamander 1sb3/ as before
was a member of rvnc and ac guitar
horoscope is taurus
blood type is O i guess
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el
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