you found out.. things didn't exactly turn out the way i expected it to happen.. but you found out.. i didn't plan to let it out..

不必说对不起。。我知道我们两是不可能的。。没要求过什么，也不要求什么。。喜欢并不是爱。。喜欢是没有错的。。也许我对你的好感只是兄弟姐妹那种感情。。你并没做错什么。。不必一直道歉。。不要说对不起，反而使我应该跟你说baby i'm so sorry.. i didn't meant to let you find out.. i didn't meant to cause you so much hurt.. i guessed i really messed things up big time eh? just came into your life and suddenly drop such a big bomb on you.. think it has really left you in pieces.. 不必说对不起，不必恨自己。。我不知道该说什么。。自己也搞不清楚爱是怎么样的。。忘了。。它的滋味。。没想到，我会对我身旁的人造成那么大的伤害。。

if i could turn back time.. how i wished.. wished you didn't find out.. wished that all was peaceful, wished that i didn't cause you so much hurt.. you think you're causing me so much hurt now when in fact i've done much worse to you.. what would really hurt me is that you let this matter affect you.. don't.. pretend it was all but a dream.. nothing more.. live life normally.. that will be the greatest thing i could wish for.. im so sorry..

-nolookingback,igottapayformyownactions..

oh ya.. and xj, sry for poking you so much today.. guessed i was too bored.. damn, i keep apologising..

♥ you and i both loved

i'm mr huang. according to someone.
and apparently i have 1001 friends.
and they love "taste from the orient"
but normal people call me ruijie. or rj.
was born on 7th may.
18 years wasted.
was part of mayflower primary.
transferred to pps.
pps-cheetah 3m,4l,5k,6l,
rvhs-centaur 1/2h,3/4d,
acj-erif-salamander 1sb3/ as before
was a member of rvnc and ac guitar
horoscope is taurus
blood type is O i guess
msn me at thedevilawakens@gmail.com


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