19.9.2007.

something big happened.

something major.

something that rocked the whole footballing world.

apparantly, Jose Mourinho parted with Chelsea on a "mutual agreement". what's going on? left me shocked. the footballing world is going haywire.
Antonio Puerta, a Sevilla defender died of a heart attack at the young age of 23.
Arsenal who have been written off for the premiership race after the sale of Henry are now top of the table. and in 2 nights where United barely beat Sporting and Chelsea and Liverpool could only force a draw, Aresenal romped to a 3-0 victory ovr Sevilla where many expected it to be a tight one.
now, this? what's going on? even though im a Reds fan, the sudden departure of Mourinho has yet to sink in. i have no idea what to think. granted he may have been irritating at times, but he added a new dimension to the league. and after insisting that he's here to stay, he suddenly packs and leaves, shocking the whole footballing world.

anyway, enough about football. i mugged again today in school. till 8+ again. with kat. lolx. i love going home at night. when everything's so quiet, peaceful and life slows down a notch. just makes me happy. makes me feel slightly better. maybe i shall go home after sundown from now on. lolx.it's nice. hahax. although i'm alone, i don't mind. cause it's just so relaxing. keeps me sane. lolx. no choice. nothing else now. no time for guitar. hahax.

today i realised something. i cant smile anymore. in the past i could smile. no matter what. ok, maybe not when i got dumped. but other things yes. i could still force a smile. but now i can't. what's wrong? today during chinese lesson. i just sat there and thought. yes, for 1hour20mins. i just sat there and thought. i couldn't concentrate on the worksheet. i just thought. thought about why. thought about life. things i've done. things i've done wrong. things i would like to have done differently. i just thought. life.

Pandora's box realised hope. but is it enough in this world? sorrow, misery, sadness. is hope enough to sustain you? sustain you till you find happiness to fight all these? i don't know. im not sure what im feeling anymore. trying to drown myself in work and get good grades for now and worry about the rest later.

haish. what's wrong with me. i don't stick to my own quote. put things in perspective. im trying very hard. trying. drowning.

♥ you and i both loved

i'm mr huang. according to someone.
and apparently i have 1001 friends.
and they love "taste from the orient"
but normal people call me ruijie. or rj.
was born on 7th may.
18 years wasted.
was part of mayflower primary.
transferred to pps.
pps-cheetah 3m,4l,5k,6l,
rvhs-centaur 1/2h,3/4d,
acj-erif-salamander 1sb3/ as before
was a member of rvnc and ac guitar
horoscope is taurus
blood type is O i guess
msn me at thedevilawakens@gmail.com


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