today im proud of myself. i stayed back and mugged alot! till 8+.. hahax. i was productive. hahax. may be doing the same tomorrow. lolx. now waiting for mel to send me wr so i can burn. lolx. so im here.

recently, i was told a rather big piece of news. and im not very sure how i feel about it. happy? sad? relieved? glad? i don't know. i guess im numb. i don't feel anything to tell you the truth. maybe cause it left me breathless? with no time to really think about anything else? well, one thing's for sure. this numbness is going to be useful as i prepare for my promos and not get distracted by it. lolx. i need to do well. i desperately need to do well at least once in the entire year. i don't want such things to happen at the wrong time. i don't want to screw up my last shot this year. i will succeed. wrong things always happen in the wrong time, but im used to it. so i try my best. hahax. to cope and not let it affect me. here's one verse i want to quote from 'lost'. it goes something like "hope is a dangerous thing to lose" so i shall not lose hope. for it is hope and belief that brings me through. the hope for a better day and the belief that tomorrow will be a better day.

also keep in mind Sherwayn's quote. "Put your actions and conflicts you might have, in perspective. Would all this still matter in a day or a month? It will help you decide which fights are worth the blood and tear, and when you would be better laying off. Do not believe all the advice you receive, but neither allow yourself to ever be ignorant."

put things in perspective. how true. shouldn't be bothered with such things now.

♥ you and i both loved

i'm mr huang. according to someone.
and apparently i have 1001 friends.
and they love "taste from the orient"
but normal people call me ruijie. or rj.
was born on 7th may.
18 years wasted.
was part of mayflower primary.
transferred to pps.
pps-cheetah 3m,4l,5k,6l,
rvhs-centaur 1/2h,3/4d,
acj-erif-salamander 1sb3/ as before
was a member of rvnc and ac guitar
horoscope is taurus
blood type is O i guess
msn me at thedevilawakens@gmail.com


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