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Monday, October 22, 2007 @21:37:00

walking in the wilderness, finding my way through.
distance to far to measure, i don't know what i'll do.
i'm getting lost and tired, but do you really care?
i miss the times i had comfort, i miss the times you were there.
i've put it down, i've learnt to move on, trying to stand on my feet.
but i can't seem to learn how to, it's lonely listening to my own heart beat.
now as i trudge on wearily, i can only hope.
hoping for a new light, to show me where to go.
being independent is just so hard, when you're ready to fall.
all that's there to meet you is the cold hard floor.
i wish i could just sleep it all away, sometimes i wished i didn't have to wake up.
but hope and belief is what's carrying me through.
the hope for a better tomorrow, and the belief that tomorrow will be a better day.
yes at times, life can be tough, but i will survive.

♥ you and i both loved

& Me

i'm mr huang. according to someone.
and apparently i have 1001 friends.
and they love "taste from the orient"
but normal people call me ruijie. or rj.
was born on 7th may.
18 years wasted.
was part of mayflower primary.
transferred to pps.
pps-cheetah 3m,4l,5k,6l,
rvhs-centaur 1/2h,3/4d,
acj-erif-salamander 1sb3/ as before
was a member of rvnc and ac guitar
horoscope is taurus
blood type is O i guess
msn me at thedevilawakens@gmail.com

& eScapadeS

cyx
gmle
nlgay
raymond
yini

4 Do.iT
cat
czp
martin
reptile
tlq
xuan

joa
samsum
sherilyn.S
xueqi
xw

salamander
darsh
el
ris'
the yawn

jeanny
kky
kok

AsBefore
angel
jiayi
joshua
kat
melissa
pong
stanley
swai ming

acguitar
cynthia
yan
lidya

jianhong



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