Monday, December 31, 2007 @21:48:00
today's the last day of the year. and i decided to take a break from uploading pictures when all blogger does is to annoy you with their lousy uploading system. well. 10 minutes to heroes so i shall make this reflection real quick.2007. wouldn't say that it was a bad year. but also not a good one either. hahax. this sounds kinda like my end of school reflection. hahax. oh well. my school year. wasn't great. my results were nothing to gloat about. to think that i didn't want to end up in AC. imagine how i would struggle if i went into nj. well. not a very good year and i haven't helped myself one bit by slacking the whole holidays away. bad. i didn't really study. all i did was chem. flipped through cause i had assignments to do. when would i stop my laziness? it's going to kill me one day. i know it. i want to change it. but i can't. looks like 4 years in ncc haven't helped my self discipline after all. i still slack off. i still shoot my mouth off.2007. 5th january. orientation just ended? marked the end of a chapter for me. more like i skipped an entire book cause i had no idea how it ended. but anyway i started a whole new page. blank. empty. nothing. over the year. nothing. nothing worthwhile to fill in. emotions have been running haywire. no idea what i want anymore. how does it feel like? weird. wonder. if. i ever. will. understand what i truly want and truly appreciate. i have no idea....
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