Sunday, January 27, 2008 @13:14:00
ok. im back. it seems as though i can only update weekly now. lolx. not that anyone cares seeing that his blog is rather dead. maybe i shall blog about something controversial just to get some comments. lolx. anyway. i just realised my timetable is quite screwed up too. i can be very free on one day and suddenly very busy on another. haish. so this week was quite hectic? weird. hahax. j1's got their o level results back on thursday. wonder who's staying and who's not. lolx.
this week has been ok i guess. lolx. mass PE was running. lolx. went to the gym after that. lessons were as usual. sleepy. i think im going to fail my first CT's. lolx. at least i understand some stuff now. lolx.
i recently realised that i can be quite chauvinistic. the way i treat girls. it's weird, but evident. take PE for example. handball. i tend to shoot more than to pass to the girls. just something i observed. i will call for the ball even if they can shoot. hmm. how did i turn out this way. was i born like that? or have i become too bad for my own good. confusing.
staying at home is becoming more unpleasant for me. conflicts here and there. no one to talk to. no one understands. lolx. so cliche right? lolx. no one sees the effort. only the results. oh well. so weird. i don't like staying at home. i prefer staying in school to mug or go out. they don't see my effort anyway. so it doesn't matter.
yesterday was mugging. managed to figure out some bits of chem, come bits of math. but i was going super slow. i spent e whole day like doing 2 math questions, figuring out elucidation and doing the weekend assignment. i have yet to move to physics. oh man. there's still econs. haish. i feel so unprepared for anything. unprepared for CT's let alone A's. the only way is to mug harder i guess.
-maybe someday i will come to understand. what everything is about. and perhaps you will look at me in a different light, but for now i'm struggling alone and i will try my best to stay afloat.
♥ you and i both loved
Saturday, January 19, 2008 @18:52:00
200th post!whee! hahax. another week has passed. another week closer to terms. prelims. and A's. i don't feel prepared for terms let alone prelims and the A's i still ave no idea what i want to pursue in university. hopefully. things will sort themselves out. unlike the way my life has been going so far.an interesting week. with discussions on the US economy, rising costs of living. i almost lost my AC tap card. but found it in the lost and found box. spent physics trying to understand, math laughing, chemistry bewildered, GP bored cause of essays and AQ. lolx. homework is starting to pile as i continue to procrastinate.wednesday was guitar welcome. we didn't play as well as expected. the j1's look interesting. the large number that turned up will slowly get smaller as time goes by i believe. hoping for some to stay more then the others. hahax. played some games on thursday with the j1's. the same old ones that denise always seem so enthusiastic about. (probably cause she always escapes forfeits). played tea for two which is like @#% hard to play together. next practice on wednesday. wonder what's up. cant wait to see our new sb4 juniors too. lolx.my class also did our fund raising. with one week's notice and 2 days of preparation, we managed to make a profit of about $280? respectable sum i suppose. with 2 more fund raising, i suppose we can get enough for fun-o-rama? a pity though, all the effort put into making that video didn't pay off as we couldn't show it. curses. lolx.almost died during mass pe. i have no idea why. have i really dropped that badly in fitness? aargh. this is bad. bad. friday's PE yielded a casualty, with xue wen fracturing and dislocating her finger (take care girl). who knew handball could be so dangerous? hahax.the week is going to wear on. the cycle is going to repeat. ah well. life has always been this cycle. very soon, a new cycle will come. a much tougher one. hahax. hopefully the mass PEs prepare me for that. hahax.love is not all that it's cranked up to be. no idea why there's such a big fuss. one year alone. has yielded it's advantages. more time now to think. though i still have no idea what i want. but maybe someday. someone. something. will show me the way.i.n.d.e.p.e.n.d.e.n.t.
♥ you and i both loved
Thursday, January 17, 2008 @21:10:00
im supposed to be doing homework. but im freakin tired. life sucks right now.
-bored.
♥ you and i both loved
Saturday, January 12, 2008 @12:28:00
the first school week. monday was the worst day i suppose? packed timetable. other then that i think the rest was fine. mass pe is back to haunt us. haish. boring. hahax. the week was filled with guitar, practising what we could for next week's welcome tea. i just hope i don't screw it up. lolx. it's just the first full week and im already tired. how am i supposed to survive the term full swing? how would i cope with A's? lolx. the week was weird. i kinda attracted stares from j1 rv people. they seem to know me when i don't. hahax. totally weird. ah well. guess i was too "well-known". hahax.there isn't much that i can seem to update about these days. hahax. i've given up on uploading my hk pictures. interested, can go take a look at my photobucket. http://s203.photobucket.com/albums/aa68/thedevilawakens/hong%20kong%2007%20dec/of course there's the screwed up mrt that i have yet to talked about. and the fund, i mean fun-o-rama. we've got to settle that and fund rasing on wednesday. haish.i've yet to sell my fun-o-rama tickets. daryl suggested sell on ebay. good idea. but i doubt the school would like it. so. somebody buy my tickets please?
♥ you and i both loved
Saturday, January 05, 2008 @22:13:00
1 year on. im moving on. i don't hate you. but i cant bring myself to talk to you. oh well.-beginning of a new chapter.
♥ you and i both loved
Wednesday, January 02, 2008 @18:06:00
yes. it's 2nd of jan. 1st day of school. wow. whee. new year's resolution. hmm. i'm not really sure.eh. let's see. - save money? im always in need of that.
- mug harder. A's are coming.
- feel enthu about NS. possible? oh well.
- stop pissing people off. by keeping my mouth shut.
- talk less. refer to previous one.
- decide on what i want. instead of just floating about. if you know what i mean.
- do my tutorials? hahax.
- make up for treatig some people less then they deserve. certain people i just should thank. for just being there. for me. thanks.
- refrain from being emo and bothering such people. cuz i owe them too much.
cant think of anymore at the moment. shall add more if i think of them? hahax.
"You tell me your blue skies fade to grey
You tell me your passion's gone away"
stangely emo. damn. breaking no9. and this version is super cute!! it's tempting me to get the cd. dammit. breaking no1. oh no!
hmm. today. looked at the j1's. feel kinda noobified. hahax. many rv-ians. wow. again. soon ac will turn chinese. hahax. oh well. part of me kinda wished i was an ogl. hahax. the j1's. look quite. er. quiet? hahax. they should be relaxed and having fun! no worries. leave that to us the j2's. hahax. may crash one day. hahax.
♥ you and i both loved