ok. im back. it seems as though i can only update weekly now. lolx. not that anyone cares seeing that his blog is rather dead. maybe i shall blog about something controversial just to get some comments. lolx. anyway. i just realised my timetable is quite screwed up too. i can be very free on one day and suddenly very busy on another. haish. so this week was quite hectic? weird. hahax. j1's got their o level results back on thursday. wonder who's staying and who's not. lolx.

this week has been ok i guess. lolx. mass PE was running. lolx. went to the gym after that. lessons were as usual. sleepy. i think im going to fail my first CT's. lolx. at least i understand some stuff now. lolx.

i recently realised that i can be quite chauvinistic. the way i treat girls. it's weird, but evident. take PE for example. handball. i tend to shoot more than to pass to the girls. just something i observed. i will call for the ball even if they can shoot. hmm. how did i turn out this way. was i born like that? or have i become too bad for my own good. confusing.

staying at home is becoming more unpleasant for me. conflicts here and there. no one to talk to. no one understands. lolx. so cliche right? lolx. no one sees the effort. only the results. oh well. so weird. i don't like staying at home. i prefer staying in school to mug or go out. they don't see my effort anyway. so it doesn't matter.

yesterday was mugging. managed to figure out some bits of chem, come bits of math. but i was going super slow. i spent e whole day like doing 2 math questions, figuring out elucidation and doing the weekend assignment. i have yet to move to physics. oh man. there's still econs. haish. i feel so unprepared for anything. unprepared for CT's let alone A's. the only way is to mug harder i guess.

-maybe someday i will come to understand. what everything is about. and perhaps you will look at me in a different light, but for now i'm struggling alone and i will try my best to stay afloat.

♥ you and i both loved

i'm mr huang. according to someone.
and apparently i have 1001 friends.
and they love "taste from the orient"
but normal people call me ruijie. or rj.
was born on 7th may.
18 years wasted.
was part of mayflower primary.
transferred to pps.
pps-cheetah 3m,4l,5k,6l,
rvhs-centaur 1/2h,3/4d,
acj-erif-salamander 1sb3/ as before
was a member of rvnc and ac guitar
horoscope is taurus
blood type is O i guess
msn me at thedevilawakens@gmail.com


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