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Monday, February 25, 2008 @21:16:00

addicted to this song.

Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love.
Every time you're near I feel like I'm in heaven, feeling high
I don't want to let go, girl.
I just need you to know girl.

I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

Here tonight
Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love.
Everytime you're near I feel like I'm in heaven, feeling high
I don't want to let go, girl.
I just need you you to know girl.

I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

I don't want to run away, I want to stay forever, thru Time and Time..
No promises

I don't wanna run away, I don't wanna be alone
No Promises
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, now and forever my love
No promises
I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms (here tonight)
I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms
Here tonight.

♥ you and i both loved

Sunday, February 24, 2008 @19:02:00

lazy to update. nothing worth updating about. nobody cares anyway. lolx. terms are starting soon. i shall start mugging. full time mugger, part time student.

♥ you and i both loved

Friday, February 15, 2008 @21:33:00

finally. i have time to update. cool. suppose i haven't been updating for quite some time. no that anybody reads. but anyway.. that's besides the point. lolx.

macau was ok i guess. cold. windy. venetian was boring. nothing much. artificial light all day. didn't buy much. didn't eat much good food. lolx. nothing much to do. didn't study much either. budget air sucks. only flight there. no choice. hahax. interested in pics can visit my photobucket. http://s203.photobucket.com/albums/aa68/thedevilawakens/macau%20cny%2008/?albumview=slideshow

sunday ended up visiting, collecting money and played majong at xj's place.

this week was bad. monday math test which im so gonna fail. than there was chem extra lessons. zzz. so sleepy. wednesday was cross country. waste of time. went to see doctor after that for my flu. thurday had chem make up practical. quite sleepy too. tired the whole week. no idea why. well, at least i got my 1st A of the year. lolx.



thursday was valentine's day. i kinda forgot it was so i didn't get chocolates. hahax. thanks for all the chocolates anyway! i'll eat them when i get well. hahax. sorry too. valentine's too insignificant for me. so it just slipped my mind. lolx.



time to study. time to mug for terms. hope i can pass. hahax. time to step up. bring it higher.

♥ you and i both loved

Wednesday, February 13, 2008 @22:10:00

nice song, nice lyrics. who says old songs can't be nice?

"Somewhere I Belong"
(When this began)
I had nothing to say
And I get lost in the nothingness inside of me
(I was confused)
And I let it all out to find
That I’m not the only person with these things in mind
(Inside of me)
But all the vacancy the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I’ve got left to feel
(Nothing to lose)
Just stuck/ hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own
[Chorus]
I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I’ve held so long
(Erase all the pain till it’s gone)
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m close to something real
I wanna find something I’ve wanted all along
Somewhere I belong
And I’ve got nothing to say
I can’t believe I didn’t fall right down on my face
(I was confused)
Looking everywhere only to find
That it’s not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
(So what am I)
What do I have but negativity
’Cause I can’t justify the way, everyone is looking at me
(Nothing to lose)
Nothing to gain/ hollow and alone
the fault is my own, and the fault is my own
[Repeat Chorus]
I will never know myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel anything else, until my wounds are healed
I will never be anything till I break away from me
I will break away, I'll find myself today
[Repeat Chorus]
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m somewhere I belong
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m somewhere I belong
Somewhere I belong

♥ you and i both loved

Tuesday, February 05, 2008 @20:09:00

i'll be in macau from wednesday to saturday. most probably back at night. any outings just sms me to tell me. in case i can make it.

♥ you and i both loved

Saturday, February 02, 2008 @15:14:00

sji was nice. though only like 8 juniors turned up. it was quite nice talking to them. the girls all had vampire teeth. quite cool. hahax. and jeraldine (nope, no spelling mistakes. cool right?) was super cute cause she was super tensed when taking the photo. hahax. i don't really remember what we talked about. but it was quite fun. thanks to those who turned up. thanks to those who BBQ-ed. thanks to the people who organized it. it was nice. hahax. there was food. alot of it left over. maybe cause we ordered for like 30 people when we expected 13 j1's to show up. lolx. in the end alot of it was wasted which was quite sad. ah well. at least we had fun with the 8 who turned up. lolx.

fund raising this round didn't go as well as expected. we didn't make as much as the last time. there were quite some leftovers. and i have no idea what happened to them. lolx. they like just disappeared. especially the ice-pops. quite sianz. and as usual. we had non-existent members. lolx. i'm not sure if we can make it to our target. $1000 is alot of money. hopefully we can sell after the cross country and clear the stocks.

guitar practice was bad. the combined rehearsal was bad. couldn't here anything. haish. no idea why. some people not putting in effort? have no idea. and people still wanna pon. haish. where can? show some responsibility and commitment can. lolx.

leadership. i used to believe that leaders were made. not born. however, im beginning to think otherwise. this sounds cliché. with greater power comes greater responsibility. leadership is not something you sign up for fun. i remember this poem. but i can't remember who wrote it. it goes something like that.
"i want to be the leader.
can i? can i?
yeah! im the leader!
so now what do we do?"

signing up to be a leader. do we just do it for the sake of the fame, recognition and the privileges associated with it? it appears some of us do. i do not believe in servant leadership, but i do believe that someone unwilling to serve is not cut out to be a leader. shirking away from responsibilities and making excuses. how can one be a leader like that? at the end of the day, you get a nice report. a nice testimonial. but. did you earn it? i wonder. it's not easy being a leader. but not putting in effort just sucks. Disrespect. Is all you earn.

of course. all this is not directed at anybody. just random ramblings and thoughts after reading a book. hahax. looking forward to next sji i suppose. if there is one. lolx.


just found a picture of the early ones. two more turned up. i'll upload the group photo when i get a hold of them.

♥ you and i both loved

& Me

i'm mr huang. according to someone.
and apparently i have 1001 friends.
and they love "taste from the orient"
but normal people call me ruijie. or rj.
was born on 7th may.
18 years wasted.
was part of mayflower primary.
transferred to pps.
pps-cheetah 3m,4l,5k,6l,
rvhs-centaur 1/2h,3/4d,
acj-erif-salamander 1sb3/ as before
was a member of rvnc and ac guitar
horoscope is taurus
blood type is O i guess
msn me at thedevilawakens@gmail.com

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xueqi
xw

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darsh
el
ris'
the yawn

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kky
kok

AsBefore
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jiayi
joshua
kat
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pong
stanley
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yan
lidya

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