waiting 4 season 2 =)
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fun o rama. or should i say fund o rama is over. finally. with all the effort and all the money spent, everything was over in a mere 9 hours.
got a taste of what it would be like on friday, with preparations. it was freaking hot. spent alot of time trying to put the banner up when there was only one ladder going around. what great vision. hot and sweaty, we finished everything and passed the 2oclock inspection. which was around 3.
came to school as usual on sat. touched up and stuff. thankful that i froze my bottle of water. cursing stanley for not bringing the multi-plug. business was slow at the start. but picked up and the ice balls went like hot cakes, especially when it was so freaking hot. it rained abit, but luckily ended fast. in the end managed to sell of almost everything. left with 2 ice blocks. and alot of syrup. walked around abit. ate alot. spent 30 bucks. played only one game. didn't buy the limited ed AC shirt. too expensive. didn't buy any AC merchandise either. kept walking into the hub for air-con. hahax. and i can make ice balls! whee. met a few friends. chatted abit.
well. im glad it's over. from raising funds from scratch. to putting in so much effort. to giving all the money to the school. it's finally over. we didn't even get a good location for out food stall. it was right above the sewage. tssk. ah well. it's finally over. back to studying. oh wait. there's concert. haish. busy busy year. lolx.
-blow wind blow. did u blow by without stopping?
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whee. 2nd week of school. sunday wen to get the grand prize for our games stall. an ipod. it's freaking cheap now. i should have waited and gotten one. dammit. oh well. no point crying over spilt milk.
monday came and went. i had dental. apparantly, something broke. so my treatment is now delayed by one or two visits. which means about 12 weeks. so sianz!
tuesday was banner painting. job well done. food banner was the best man. seriously. nicest i've seen so far. somehow. i don't know why. everything like just fitted nicely. cool.
wednesday! money collection. manage to hit 100. amazing. our class has raised close to 3000. yeah! wednesday was guitar. damn tired. stare at the score for so long. they went up to play whacko with the juniors. and i managed to escape it thankfully. hahax. they're now playing the "angel and mortal" game got someone who i don't know. and i forgot to write the letter to her. great. so i rushed it out in 5 minutes today. i didn't really know what to write so i just basically wrote er.. rubbish? hahax. sorry! the j1's came in to watch us play for the first time. although it wasn't very well played. but that's still okay i guess. but way off concert standard..
tomorrow. fun o rama preperations. we better pass the 2pm inspections man. hahax. then can leave school! hahax. has been a tiring and depressing week. fund-o-rama on saturday. going to be more tiring. hope it's going to be a success. it better be. we've put in so much. hahax. and screw those who didn't buy tickets from me! hahax. just kidding!
-blow wind blow. blow me another chance.
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updates updates and more updates. ok. the school term started. whee. glad that good friday is here.
went to nus open house on sunday. utterly boring. nothing much. nothing worth looking at. and it seems like they don't have an ultimate team officially. oh wells.
monday marked the start of school. physics skill a is crap. a 3 page report in an hour? is like ongwtf. went gyming on tuesday. managed 2.4. did some weights. whee. i feel fitter. wednesday was packed. got back all h2s! omg. did okay for physics and chem. but math. as usual. passed econs and failed gp (wtf?). but no ssp i guess. practice on wednesday was horrible. without the SL's. we played like crap. some of us just don't put in enough effort. many many new j1's. think now we have close to 40 j1's. wow. thursday's playing was sllightly better. pe on thursday was 2.4. timing needed was 13 mins. i did 13.04. dammit. i feel unfit now. need to run more.
ritmos acustico. the first ac guitar concert. ritmos 2 coming up on may 10. we're still way off standard. we need to work hard. ac guitar. my one and only. the only connection i have in ac. perhaps only G3. but it's still. somewhere i belong. the only place where i belong in ac. i will work hard for ac guitar. i will work hard for ritmos. i will work hard for G3. i must succeed.
-ac guitar. one and only.
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sometimes its better to trust in only yourself.
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updated on wednesday. here i am again. thursday. was quite an interesting day. went gyming in the morning. didn't do much. wanted to die after running just one click (omfg i need to get back my fitness).
somehow. ended up having lunch with two people. one of which was quite scary cause of the emo-ness. no idea why. lunch was an interesting affair with anything meaning no beef. wow. i didn't know that. hmm. shall ask the second time the next time you say anything. hahax.
ended up watching leap years with them. weird combination. leap years was draggy. but it was thought provoking. li-ann (wong li lin) got married to a guy she met 4 times and each time on the leap year? i was like wtf? that's true love? i seriously have no idea. do i even understand what love is all about? is it important. many interesting quotes on the movies.
"it's better to have loved and lost, than never to have loved before." think it was Shakespeare.
is it really better to have loved and lost and end up a broken mess? what is it like to love in the first place? the movie talked about how we want to be with someone just for the sake of it. falling in the idea of falig in love rather than falling in love itself. confusing? not really. i guess it's human to want to feel that way. that's what makes us different from other beings. emotions.
so is it alright for me to open myself up and end up hurt? i don't know. i feel like i've made a stupid mistake. happened on a leap year or should i say day. i don't know what i've ended up with. what i've lost and what i've gained. perhaps it was dumb of me. to open up. been watching gundam 00 lately. interesting. part of me wants to fly with the meisters and not care about anything. rejecting humans cause we're just to ugly and difficult to understand. fighting to change the world. "in three words i can sum up all that i've learnt in life: it goes on." i don't remember who said it. but it goes on. life. i guess i should just throw aside these things. and let life carry me through. to wherever. following the wind wherever it brings me.
changing lives. i wanted to help. go do ocip or something. but i realised something recently. i don't have to part of something big. like the meisters fighting to eradicate war. or go for some ocip to help the poor kids. i am helping to change lives now. some that have always been there but i've never noticed. i got an sms yesterday. "if i had not been with you guys, i would have cried the entire afternoon. thank you." or something along that line. it was. touching. in a sense. to realise tat you have helped someone. perhaps. i should start small. and worry about the big things when i grow older. and more matured. till a level where i am capable of comprehending. then i can help.
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wednesday was my last update. one week ago. seems like many things have happened. maybe cause i've been out almost everyday?
wednesday marked the end of promos. sb4 went to pizza hut at marina. and bowled there too. quite funny. seeing the crouching tiger hidden dragons. all who claimed they could not play and yet played so well. interesting.
thursday was physics spa. think i screwed it up. totally. haish. die. after that went to je for lunch. daryl and hari came along. wow. after that, the class affair somehow became a guy thing and girl thing. so i ended up going home. guys went pool and girls went movie. except for xuewen. i think the girls split too. watched 2 different movies. ah well. that's our class.
friday. chem spa. made silly mistakes. dammit. two days in a row. screw it. after that went to westbowl. new personal record.. over 100. hahax. hari made a new personal best too. 96. went back to school to collect chinese A's results. although i expected not to get an A, i was still i little sad and disappointed when i saw the B. no idea why. perhaps after looking at university, i realised how important my A's are. it doesn't matter if u are a great student who can think. if you can't get the grades, you won't get the chance. that's reality.
saturday. g3 outing. sort of. was last minute looking for people to go for the UK university fair. somehow only the g3 people, cynthia and charis were free. so we went down. pasta mania for lunch. played abit of arcade. went to see the fair. the fair turned out to be 4 tables in one small room where you queued up to ask questions from the representatives. so we ended up taking the imperial college's prospectus and left. played abit more of arcade, had dinner and went home.
sunday. smu. quite boring. the day was spoilt by the rain. considering going to smu for social science if i can't make it into nus. but smu's quite far. went to bras basah complex. they''ve got guitar shops! cool! bought picks. one which i promptly lost the next day =.= eneded up having dinner at v8. quite expensive. and walked a little in bugis.
monday. guitar practice. painful fingers. and i finally got to use the school's guitar. yea! means no more carrying my guitar to school. hahax. yup. lost my pick today. went to imm with jx and cynthia for lunch. pepper lunch. dammit. i've been spending like crazy since terms. need to save money.
tuesday. practice in th morning. lunch at holland v. followed by combined practice at tpjc. they have the own guitar room for practice. cool. not like us. classrooms. quite nice. the practice. we did recordings. quite intersting to hear yourself play. hahax. nice experience. no cute girls. only one more outstanding one. lolx. so sad. hahax.
well. holidays have started for me. i want to revise. but i don't know where to start, someone help me.
-don't drown. i don't think you'll read this, but don't drown.
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updates! at last. so many things happened recently.
first, Singapore won the bid for the Youth Olympic Games. yeah! congrats. now it's time to spruce up our image. 3 wishes for Singapore before the YOG.
- Singaporeans learn some manners. e.g. don't rush for the MRT train like a 100m sprint or something and stand in front of the entrance blocking it. and waiting for people to get off will be a bonus. now if everybody would queue up. then we wouldn't have such problems. another thing that pisses me off when I'm on the train. don't be so kan chiong! whenever i stand near the entrance. people come to my face and say excuse me even before the train arrives. i mean like hello? what if i want to get off to? what's the rush? see who can stand closest to the door? perhaps MRTs should be like buses. one entrance and one exit. hmm..
- second wish is for Singaporeans to clean up after themselves. every night, my void deck would be soooo messy. they say Singapore is a clean and green city. we should thank our cleaners for keeping it that way. i mean we have people who just leave the can there after drinking it? and we having people accidentally dropping tissue paper or other inconspicuous items on the floor. or the bushes. a first class city requires first class citizens. or more cleaners.
- slow down abit and enjoy life. that's for everyone. everywhere i go, everywhere i walk. i see people rushing around. rushing to work, to school. slow down. wake up 10 minutes earlier or something. slow down and look around you. appreciate stuff around you. notice the world. take some time off. don't just rush through life. I'm sure you don't want to remember your life.
- hmm. added this 4th one. catch mas selamat. hahax.
speaking of mas selamat. in case you have no idea who this guy is, he's more popular than singapore idol now. the JI leader who plotted to bomb our very own changi. and ya, the whole world's looking for him. this guy should be in prison break man. he's better than scofield. he didn't even need to tattoo himself. wonder how he's managing to keep himself hidden with so much attention and so little space. he better still be in Singapore man. if he's in Malaysia or Indonesia, i don't know how we're going to get him. so if you have information, call the cops. in case you don't know the number, it's 999. the faster we get him, the better. at least restore some confidence in our security that has been undermined by his escape through a toilet.
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anyway, terms is over. yea! GP. i think i'll fail. didn't complete. maybe i can squeeze a pass. math is confirm gone case. maybe i can get 30%? econs should be passable. double science. didn't really finish. but quietly confident of passing. i hope. cool.
mugging has been somewhat successful. the week before. from the time terms started, i don't think so. hahax. we ended up all over the place. tuesday kat, pong, alvin and joshua came my place to mug. kat was blasting her ipod, pong stoned and fell asleep on my sofa. joshua and alvin were attempting to stay awake. quite interesting.
29th celebrated founder's day. wasted time sia. went out with haiyuan for his birthday. ended up spending 22 bucks at billy bombers for lunch @*%$ hahax. shall save money now. happy birthday haiyuan! 5 years old! lolx. walked around until quite late.
went to career plus education fair. learnt alot. thinking of taking social science, political science or psychology. open to others too. hahax. hoping for NUS. but will go overseas is i need to. lolx. either i do very well or do not well enough. hahax.keeping my options open. did something on 29th too. lolx.
3rd march: happy birthday yini!
5th march: happy birthday Daryl!
today last terms paper. feel quite relieved. holidays are coming. open houses, university fairs to attend. back to cca. fun'0'rama approaching. hopefully i can reach 100? lolx. time to go watch heroes and gundam00. hahax.
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