Friday, April 18, 2008 @19:11:00
another day another week. april is going to be over in 2weeks.it seemed just yesterday that my j1 life started. it seemed just yesterday that i got my o level results. it seemed just yesterday that orientation ended. it seemed just yesterday that i picked up playing the guitar. it seemed just yesterday that i got through i first major jc exam. it seemed just yesterday that promos ended. it seemed just yesterday that i came back as a j2 looking at j1's thinking about this. it seemed just yesterday that we were crazy preparing for fun-o-rama. it seemed just yesterday that fun o rama happened.now im in j2. now im preparing for my own concert. now im rushing for A's. now im gearing up for NS. wow. time has gone very quickly indeed. dammit. all that lost youth. all that wasted time.this week was a whirlwind. so many things happened. things have become very very chaotic. messy. political. im like omg. what happened. it's quite confusing. so i shall not elaborate on it. just hope everyone comes out of this storm alive. tattered and torn. but alive.guitar concert draws closer. 10th may at the CPA. one of the first to use it. practice is taking up alot of time. homework needs to be completed. term 2 is a total rush. and then. there's the possibility of putting up a special performance for the concert. it's still pretty much undecided. which kinda sucks cause we have very little practice time left. did i mention that we would be playing at the esplanade oon 15th may? yes we are! wow. cip on the 27th. competition on the 28th. hope i don't screw up. work hard. strive for results.watch ac vs ny today at jj. came in like 20 minutes late. guess what. the score was 2-1. 3 goals already? im like wtf? and so they decided not to score anymore. until kao got was brought down and there was a penalty. up stepped the captain to take it. in it went. but before we could celebrate, blown for infringement and retake =.= and yes it got saved. ny equalised with a free kick. quite nice. ah well. at least i saw 1 goal.been alot of talk about setting goals recently. i look at where i stand now. i'm not sure what my goals are. whether i can even dream of goals. perhaps a ABC? but that wouldn't get me anywhere. sianz. maybe i would have been better off retained. haish.perhaps people don't need help. perhaps im being extra. perhaps i should mind my own business. how many times have i told myself. to not care so much about others?? i'll only end up getting the shorter end. i gotta be more emotionless and stop caring so much.
====================================why? why? why you so dao? haish. light travels in a straight line. perhaps it bends. but it doesn't bend enough for you to see me. and it doesn't help that you run at the speed of light too. you no longer seem to be the person who told me everything.many things in my life are left unresolved. many loose ends. perhaps i should just burn them off. don't want them tying me down.whee! i think im going for an ocip. hopefully it works out. excited!
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