updates updates. very long no update.
weekly updates in my life. this blog has become a place when a ramble on and on about what's happening to me. but honestly, who cares?

term2 has been filled with homework. tiring. alot of things to worry about. homework. results. cca. napfa. money. hahax. can be quite tiring. i wonder how am i going to survive. I think about my grades. where I am now. where I want go be. it seems like a very very far place. and yet A's are very very close. i'm quite lost. i don't know where to start.

frankly. im quite tired. tired of putting in effort and not getting results. tired of not being able to do well. tired of people not recognizing my effort and criticizing me instead for my failures. tired. so so tired. when nobody notices. nobody cares. it's difficult and you struggle to go on. makes you want to give up when it appears that no one cares. all i can do is shake my head and trudge forward. for this is the only road that i have ever known.

my shin hurts. no idea why. hope it's not splints. hope it'll be fine by the end of the week. this is a bad time to get injured.

♥ you and i both loved

i'm mr huang. according to someone.
and apparently i have 1001 friends.
and they love "taste from the orient"
but normal people call me ruijie. or rj.
was born on 7th may.
18 years wasted.
was part of mayflower primary.
transferred to pps.
pps-cheetah 3m,4l,5k,6l,
rvhs-centaur 1/2h,3/4d,
acj-erif-salamander 1sb3/ as before
was a member of rvnc and ac guitar
horoscope is taurus
blood type is O i guess
msn me at thedevilawakens@gmail.com


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