school is getting to be a chore. haish. super sianz. really dread going to school now. really thankful for the holidays that are coming cause life and school is pretty much screwed up now.



dreading school i guess would be basically all the faces that we have to see. students are after all just students to some after all. what feelings would they have. almost every lesson we have now we have to face pms-ing teachers. which is seriously a turn off for lessons. how would we learn anything at all seriously?



and then there's the whole cip problem. the idea i guess is pretty much screwed now. poor planning, indecisiveness and naivety pretty much killed everything. i guess it was kinda of my fault for being apathetic. fears over safety, fears over scams. pretty much due to poor planning on our part. the response of people were interesting. i don't really know if i should be discussing it on such a public space. all i can say was fingers were pointed. criticised over and over again. kept beating about the bush. not solving anything but just scolding. and it is quite interesting to see how some behave. what they think of others. what they think of themselves.

with pretty much everything screwed what worries me now is the money. not a small sum. and i wonder how much i can recover. haish. life is quite screwed as it would appear. and i gave up going for bintan for this class cip. and now i can only regret. i seem to be always making decision that end up being wrong. but i suppose regret is only an understatement but yet time cannot be reversed so i can only live with it.

at the end of the day though. i guess i gotta thank those who put in so much effort to try make it work. the possibility of it going through now is pretty much zilch, but thanks for the effort though.

the only remedy i got the whole week was guitar! it was a great experience playing at the esplanade. if i could i would do it again. guitar has this wondeful soothing effect. it really helps to destress and just take your mind off stuff. then reality hits again. lolx. ah well. shall post the pics another day i suppose. when im not lazy. bye!

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