okay. lots of updates. quite a daunting task to update everything. but i have to start somewhere right? lol. well. prelims was kinda screwed, here's a quick sumary.
- Gp: i think i should be passing this one. my only fear is being marked as out of point for essay.
- Econs: i think this should be another pass. hoping for a C at least. keeping my fingers crossed. had to sit for 3 hours straight.
- Math: U.
- Chemistry: not really confident of doing well. hoping to pass after lacking time.
- Physics: had hope. until i did paper one. now i'm hoping for a C at best?
so now my grades are all over the place. quite messy. don't know how i am going to deal with A's. i need to study harder.
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after prelims has been quite fun. going out with class. quite tiring though. walking talking laughing. i hit pong that day. quite hard. it was a spur of a moment thing. perhaps some part of me just grew frustrated with all her self-entertaining acts at the expense of others. but still. shouldn't have hit her so hard. tried to call her the next day to apologise. but she didn't answer. oh well.
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yesterday was surprise xuewen day. stanley's great idea to get up bright and early to surprise her with a cake. tired. haha. well. at least she was surprised. went to AMK hub to check out her german boyfriend. had lunch there. bought a cool musical box. after that went to joshua's place play awhile. quite tiring sia. everyday go out. and quite a strain on me financially too. i need to save money! aargh! money no enough!
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today's teacher's day. had gifts prepared for teachers. the concert was. er. bad? lol. like nobody paid much attention. lol. ah well. went back RV to meet 4d. only saw Miss Eu. she doesn't really remember us. but we remember her alright. lol. threw abit of frisbee. been a long time. went to vivo for lunch. we talked abit. more of listening to NJ life. haha. walked around abit. quite tired. so here i am. at home now. lol. didn't exactly have a good night last night. tired.
well. holidays are here. time to slack abit. before the final lap.
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the way the STTA handled the ping pong incident was disgraceful. but that will be a story for next time. when i'm awake enough to rant. got this pic from mrbrownshow. you should go listen. it's interesting.
prelims are over! well. almost. i'm left with 2 more paper1's one tuesday and wednesday. so much to alk about. but i'm short of time though. people pressing me for updates will have to wait awhile more i'm afraid. sorry! haha. but i just wanna thank a few people. who rememberd it was prelims and wished me luck! a big thanks and hugs to charis, ych, yanlin, eileen and lidya! love you guys loads. thanks for remembering and thanks for the well wishes. i hope i've done well enough to pass. =) i have tried.
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here's something random.
today. i overslept.
so i missed physics paper 3 mock. oh well. haha. i set my alarm at 7 it rang. i shut it off and fell back into deep slumber and woke up near 8. so i decided not to go. haven't finish studying anyway.prelims are edging closer. one week left. there's still so much to study. haha. ah! i don't think i can finish. especially math. die! howhow? haish. so sian. lidya and yanlin keep nagging me to study. haha. im trying! lol. stay back till 8+ just to study. not doing great. sleepy and hungry. haha. but at least better than at home. lol.
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i miss throwing. haha. regretting not continuing in frisbee. haha. it's almost an addiction now. i don't know why. perhaps i've been studying too hard! yikes! haha. i shall resolve to go for a pick up game. though intimidating. i shall try. i shall go and have a look how it is like. anyone wanna join me?
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school is boring as usual. now i have forced consult. haha. i don't know what to ask during the consult! it's so weird. i mean i don't know what i don't know so i don't know what i want to ask. get it? confusing. haha. oh well. i shall try. doing prelim papers. hopefully can do well for prelims. i need to do well to make up for math. hoping to get a pass. haish.
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it's interesting how people can be so exclusive. especially sports group. everything is exclusive. and things only happen between them. oh well i guess that's the difference between sports and performing arts. they go thru all sorts of rubbish together. which makes them closer i guess. another regret. not joining a sports cca. oh well. haha. regrets are part and parcel of life. haha.
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i seem to have many thoughts. but i can't quite string them together right now. mugging is getting to me. damn. i think i will continue studying now.
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thanks lidya and yanlin for putting up with all my nonsense.