life has been one complicated mess so far. and i need help for math. seriously. i'm afraid that i can't do well for phy and chem too. how!! jialat. i need to mug. mug real hard! i need tuition. math tuition. sorry for letting those who had faith in me. i didn't do well enough.
honours night rehearsal was a bore. it's going to take such a looonnnngggg time! hai. sian. 436 people take. take until when?? sian. still got many many speeches.
finally went to run on monday. run abit only want die already. lousy. i need to get fit.
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why. why must this happen. i had no idea what happened. i don't know how to deal with it either. it's so complicated and it hurts that you're so distant. i don't know what to do now. what to think. i'm just praying. praying for peace. to be able to think clearly. this is not the time for me to get emotional. i cannot afford it. maybe life's just like that. one big test. one after another. don't know if you'll be reading this. but the fact that u feel guilty. feel pressurised makes it worse. i just hope. that we get our thoughts sorted out. and maybe. it won't be so difficult to leave if i had to. im praying i don't. time doesn not heal wounds. it leaves ugly scars. i need you. to soothe those scars. hai. complicated.
the stars mean hope. for hope is always shining. and i believe in it. don't ask me to stop folding. cause i won't till i'm done.
♥ you and i both loved