ok. it's been a long time since i last blogged. er. well. i've survived my job. plenty of cuts, muscle aches but i survived. gotta hand in my timesheet soon. so that i can get paid. made new friends. pokka, F&N and marigold. fun bunch. all doing the same rubbish. when nothing to do we all talk rubbish together. lol. but now i'm unemployed. need to find another job. sian. please let me know if there's any lobang!
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chinese new year is over. nothing out of the ordinary. same old same old. nobody to go out with either. alot of ppl need book in le. others not free. so sian. nothing much to do i suppose. ah well. 2 more CNY of boredom i suppose. haha. while in army. stoning life. on the bright side. im abit richer now. after the ang baos and job.
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the walls of the room draw closer.
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why bother showing concern?
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random post. but feeling abit weird. should one really care so much about other people? even when they appear not to? it's weird how some people can be so close but change totally in a month or so. i really have no idea. people you used to be able to talk to about anything under the sun are now people who you struggle to even hold a 5 sentence conversation with. perhaps this is us. we get bored with old things and move on with new ones. it's like standing in the middle of town. everyone just moves on. so perhaps to some, you're a mere passerby in their lives. someone in the middle of the crowd that will sooner or later get lost and you lose sight of. perhaps this is life.
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random post. saw this on pong's blog.
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"if you're always looking for reasons not to be with somebody, then you'll always find them, but at some point maybe you should let go and give your heart what it deserves."
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last day of freedom. going to slog it out till cny from tomorrow onwards. all for the sake of money. it's amazing what humans can do for money. so i guess this is desperation at its peak.
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as i lay down to bed each night, i stare at the ceiling and i wonder if you're thinking of me too.
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hurting people hurt people and are easily hurt.
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3 days. 22 hours. calloused hands. many scratches later. i have emerged from the 1st 3 days of my job. theoretically should have earned about 120. but. im not sure yet. quite messy. quite screwed. shall not name who, what and which company or agency. but it is pretty screwed la the way things work. starting work again on fri. don't even know if im working on CNY eve. yea. it's pretty screwed. oh well. what to do. i need money.
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is it possible?
is it possible to fall in love with someone who's almost a stranger. someone whom you don't really know.
someone who you barely talk to. someone who u barely talks to you.you don't even know what the other person likes. you don't even know what she doesn't like. but you just feel it.
is it even possible?but what if the person don't care? or does it all happen in the movies. right. it's called movies.
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1st post of the new year. hmm. let's see. i have no idea what to write about.
new year countdown was a simple affair. met up with xuan, liangay, ngaim, cygay, beier and nic. suppose go ecp. but no idea why we ended up in simei eat BK =.=
played abit of cards, went to vivo to mix with ppl. martin came. crowded. sat down play cards until countdown. cnt hear also. abit of fireworks. after cd, everyone chiong-ed for buses and MRT. waited for half an hour for bus. in the end too crowded so took mrt to xuan's place. so lq, martin, ngiam, cyx and me ended up gaying in xuan's small room. play cards, watch movie, fifa. slept at about 7 till 9. thats about it i guess.
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08 has been a year of memories. good ones bad ones. the getting together, the break up. mr lim's death, a levels, prelims. fun'o rama, guitar camp, glissando, esplande performances. just so much so much. an exhausting year. filled with memories and great people. some not so. haha. pictures speak a thousand words. so i suppose i shall let pictures do the talking.
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09. a new year. but im doing the same thing. walking down the same road. watched yes man that day. i should start opening up and saying yes. i should pick up the courage. i need to. instead of silently waiting and hoping. sometimes silently watching over someone isn't all that great. it's time for me to change. 2009. you never know what will happen. a new year, a new beginning.
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