this really made my day!
saw it while walking home. it's a double rainbow if u can see. it was real wonderful and coud actually see the entire arch. was really nice. it's little stuff like this that make life wonderful. the last time i saw a double rainbow was during happier times. perhaps. the storm is over. and my rainbow will finally appear :)
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screw blogger. i just typed a bunch of random stuff and it error-ed on me. how am i supposed to know what i typed? argh. never mind. haha. nothing of great importance. haha. nobody's reading anyway, so i dun suppose i have an obligation to attempt to entertain anyone. lol.
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couldn't sleep last night and somehow ended up thinking about NS. in about a month's time, tekong island would be coming. i don't know what it is about NS. despite stories of it being slack, there is still a certain amount of fear that i hold. fear of what, i'm not sure. perhaps it is the unknown. all of us fear the unknown. that's why man has created so many things in an attempt to understand or think we understand the world. treading into the unknown has always scared us. doing it alone makes it worse. i suppose this is one journey that i need to take and start alone. but i guess somehow everything will turn out fine.
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after some time you will realise that life is too big to fuss over small things. over time people who said would be there for you will walk away and people you used to talk to grow distant. new people walk into your life, old ones fade away. so after some time you will find that being disappointed or let down by those whom you once trusted doesn't really mean anything anymore and ultimately, the only person that will stand by you is the one you see in the mirror. so have faith and put trust in yourself. don't be bothered by the people around you or how they treat you cause it's too superficial. stand on your own too feet and learn to not rely on others. cause unlike the shadows that fade away, you will have to walk through everything even if it's by yourself.
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-trust is something easily broken, foolishly given and fast becoming meaningless. you are yourself and the only one who will stand by you is the guy looking back at you in the mirror.
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i'm bored. real bored. can't l4d. dota is getting boring. so i'm only watching shaman king now. ragnarok isn't even fun. hai. i need a social life. i need to go out. get some sun. everyday rotting at home. sian. can't buy a psp either. it's overpriced. wrong timing sia. sian. and my pay isn't here yet either. i should be out looking for a job. but there really isn't anything out there right now. so here i am stuck at home, wasting my time away. hai.
valentine's day is coming. i almost kinda forgot. same as last year. haha. i guess it doesn't hold much meaning to people like me. haha. probably meeting up with a few friends or catch up with the army people. shall see how it goes. or at most i can stay at home and rot as usual. lol.
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-i need a social life dammit.
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trying to get l4d to work on my com. all i get is blank screen with sound. so irritating. i;ve tried everything. running in windowed mode, changing resolution, screen ratio and v-synching (yes i adjusted it based on sound). but it still doesn't work and im getting kinda pissed and irritated. why doesn't it work? dammit. irritating.
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i guess at some point in life, people whom you used to be close to move and and no longer need you in their lives. i guess only fools stay on to watch over when they're no longer needed.
-time to move on.
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went back to school today. i realised just how much i miss school. how much i miss sitting at the void deck, how much i miss sitting by the bleachers, how much i miss having cca, how much i miss the people there. somehow i feel so disconnected now that im not going anywhere and just sitting at home all day.
went back to have a look at orientation. meet some people. everyone seemed so busy and engaged while i'm here wasting my life away. it was nice to see some people again. but you realise how long it's been since you last talked to them or caught up with them. school now seems so familiar but yet so foreign at the same time. so much has changed and i know nothing about it. wanting to be part of it no longer seems possible now. cause everything is just so different.
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it's been ages since i last ran! 2km almost killed me today! i should go run more often. seriously. while running it rained. which was quite nice. running in the rain. while running i saw sunlight. made me realise that for a rainbow to appear, there must be rain. so hopefully i will see my rainbow soon.
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