Wednesday, February 04, 2009 @20:08:00
went back to school today. i realised just how much i miss school. how much i miss sitting at the void deck, how much i miss sitting by the bleachers, how much i miss having cca, how much i miss the people there. somehow i feel so disconnected now that im not going anywhere and just sitting at home all day.
went back to have a look at orientation. meet some people. everyone seemed so busy and engaged while i'm here wasting my life away. it was nice to see some people again. but you realise how long it's been since you last talked to them or caught up with them. school now seems so familiar but yet so foreign at the same time. so much has changed and i know nothing about it. wanting to be part of it no longer seems possible now. cause everything is just so different.
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it's been ages since i last ran! 2km almost killed me today! i should go run more often. seriously. while running it rained. which was quite nice. running in the rain. while running i saw sunlight. made me realise that for a rainbow to appear, there must be rain. so hopefully i will see my rainbow soon.
♥ you and i both loved