okay. my blog's pretty stagnant now and it will probably be for the next 2 years. past few days have been interesting. i've learnt one thing. BEWARE OF EMOTIONAL GIRLS. went out with an emotional girl twice. 1st time she spent 26.10 on snacks. the 2nd time she went on a $100 shopping spree. omg. i can only thank god that she's not my gf and i dun have to support her. lol. haha! pls don't kill me when u read this though. haha.
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slacking around. waiting for NS. 2 more weeks. time flies. lol. really wished i had more time.
piggy and me.
15/03. NUS open house! lol.
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hmm. long time no post. i'm alive! haha. nothing much to blog about actually. my life has been the same old same old. sitting at home. rotting. watching anime, playing games. ocassionally going out. lol. meanwhile it's about 19 more days to NS for me. hmm. counting down. should start to get ready. buy stuff. draws closer and closer. the fear of the unknown grows stronger. at least i know i have people i can count on. haha.
sunshine in my life! finally. been seeing rainbows alot lately. opefully it bodes well. haha. new beginning in my life soon. tekong here i come.
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uni applications are almost complete. hoping to get into fass of any school! lol. left with smu. the irritating one. so much to type. and i have to pay. siannnn. must go atm and slowly press. then everyone behind me will start to get annoyed. haha!
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numb.
become so afraid. of the future. of the unknown. uni. ns. and the possibility of retake. i really don't know what to do anymore. what to think. just want to keep running and never look back. take flight and fly away. what an escapist i have become.
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2 years of jc life and this are the results yielded.
2 A's
2 B's
2 C's
1 D.
looks nice doesn't it? not really. let me break it down for you.
h1 pw: A
h1 chinese: B
h1 GP: B
h1 econs: A
h2 math: C
h2 physics: D
h2 chem: C.
now u realise that my A's and B's are probably quite insignificant. my h2's are rather screwed up which lives my future dangling. no sure wherei can go from here. getting a C for chem sucked. D for physics was just as bad. only bright thing i can see is my math improved. hmm. shall take one step at a time. and see where i end up. hope everything works out.
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no pleasure without pain.
no light without darkness.
no sweetness without bitterness.
no love without hate.
no success without failure.
whoever said that it is not the results that matter but the journey or effort must have had everything going his way.
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and i said to the man who stood at the gate of the year: "give me light so that i may tread safely into the unknown."
and her replied :"go out into the darkness and put your hand into the hand of God. that shall be to you better than light and safer than a known way.
-minnie louise haskins
i guess all we can do now is have faith.
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no more.
time of my life.
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