Sunday, June 28, 2009 @16:32:00
21 Guns- Green dayDo you know what's worth fighting for,
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?
Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins.
One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky,
You and I
When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins.
One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky,
You and I
Did you try to live on your own
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire?
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone
When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You're in ruins.
One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky (x2)
you and I.
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i don't know what i'm fighting for now just living day by day like a zombie. i don't really like my life right now. can't imagine the next 2 years. i really don't want to go back. i'm trying to hold on to my sanity but i'm struggling. it's just such a depressing mood and aura. every morning you wake up and you go wtf. just want to sleep. and never wake up. what kind of life am i leading?
♥ you and i both loved
Friday, June 19, 2009 @17:56:00
this is not fair. seriously. what the heck. so many people made it. i didn't. what did i do wrong? disappointing. what's wrong. army has screwed my life. now it has screwed it even further. best part. the people u need suddenly aren't there anymore. cause army has taken up too much of your time. what the hell is going on. how much more screwed can this get. why can't my life ever go right.
♥ you and i both loved
@00:27:00
posting order in 10 hours. where my next 2-9 months i will be. no idea where it'll bring me. not exactly looking forward to it. i miss civi life so much. can't wait to ORD. 600+ days i guess. demoralising. i've only completed 2 months. dang. oh well. suck thumb. what to do?
it hasn't made it easy for me.
♥ you and i both loved
Tuesday, June 16, 2009 @23:05:00
You And I BothSongwriters: Mraz, Jason;Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me
Oh things are gonna happen naturally
Oh taking your advice and I'm looking on the bright side
And balancing out the whole thing
Oh but at often times those words get tangled up in lines
And the bright light turns to night
Oh until the dawn it brings
Another day to sing about the magic that was you and me
'Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
Others only read of the love
Oh the love that I love, yeah
See I'm all about them words
Over numbers, unencumbered numbered words
Hundreds of pages, pages, pages forwards
More words than I had ever heard and I feel so alive
'Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
And if you could see now
Oh love, love, you and I, you and I
Not so little, you and I anymore
And with this silence brings a moral story
More importantly evolving is the glory of a boy
'Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
And if you could see me now
Well then I'm almost finally out of
I'm finally out of, finally de de de de de de
Well I'm almost finally finally
Well I am free, oh I'm free
And it's okay if you had to go away
Oh, just remember the telephone
Well, they're workin it both ways
But if I never, ever hear them ring
If nothing else I'll think the bells inside
Finally found you someone else and that's okay
'Cause I'll remember everything you sang
'Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
And if you could see me now
Well then I'm almost finally out of
I'm finally out of, finally de de de de de de
Well I'm almost finally, finally out of words
♥ you and i both loved
@22:06:00
i is sick. wrong time to be sick. why do i only get the bug after leaving tekong. dang. polyclinics are lousy. the doctors are as wonderful as the MO's in tekong. sian. i still have no idea what's wrong with me toes and heel. wtf.
♥ you and i both loved
Thursday, June 11, 2009 @19:50:00
okay. i've pop-ed. the end of 2 months of BMT. leaving behind lots of memories sweat and hardship. 20 more months to go. have to push on. somehow. hope i can go some slack coy in sispec. zulu has done enough for me. time to slack abit. lol. still pondering if i should post my pics on facebook. later kena charge i die.
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