sometimes you can't help but question. why is this happening to me. things haven't been going smoothly, you ask why. somethings you can never find the answer cause the world is too complicated. sometimes i ask myself. have i been too stupid, always making wrong decisions and wrong calls. making the wrong move, committing to the wrong thing, trusting the wrong people. sometimes i really think so. that im so stupid. but perhaps im being guided. i don't know. if i am, i have yet to see who's leading me on and who's planning all those. army life cocking up alot. supposed to book in tmr night. but now i have to book in tonight. sucks. i have no idea why either. sometimes, you wonder how exactly do big organisations run. and how do they get so much respect when deep under it's a mess. haish. i guess i cannot complain. life is always like that. often i find myself trusting the wrong people too. ending up with disappointment. part and parcel of life too eh? oh well. army is supposed to make me independent. so i guess. it's time to build up the wall. one brick and a time. all over again. to shut myself out from the world. learn how to focus.

♥ you and i both loved

i'm mr huang. according to someone.
and apparently i have 1001 friends.
and they love "taste from the orient"
but normal people call me ruijie. or rj.
was born on 7th may.
18 years wasted.
was part of mayflower primary.
transferred to pps.
pps-cheetah 3m,4l,5k,6l,
rvhs-centaur 1/2h,3/4d,
acj-erif-salamander 1sb3/ as before
was a member of rvnc and ac guitar
horoscope is taurus
blood type is O i guess
msn me at thedevilawakens@gmail.com


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