grant me the serenity
to accept the things I cannot change;
the courage to change the things I can;
and the wisdom to know the difference.
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many things in life cannot change. i can only hope for the best now. cause i really really don't know where to go and the next step to take.

‘And I said to the man who stood at the gate of the year: Give me a light that I may tread safely into the unknown. And he replied: Go out into the darkness and put your hand into the hand of God. That shall be to you better than light, and safer than a known way.’ — Minnie L. Haskins

i guess the only thing i can do now is to pray. but. im not a very religious person i guess.
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tough times don't last. tough men do. i keep trying to remind myself. bpc is ending. but one more tough week remains. getting ready for the lack of sleep and the turnout sessions. oh well. another week gone. hope to survive another. i don't know how. but i hope i will. army. so much to rant about. but i can't. help!

♥ you and i both loved

i'm mr huang. according to someone.
and apparently i have 1001 friends.
and they love "taste from the orient"
but normal people call me ruijie. or rj.
was born on 7th may.
18 years wasted.
was part of mayflower primary.
transferred to pps.
pps-cheetah 3m,4l,5k,6l,
rvhs-centaur 1/2h,3/4d,
acj-erif-salamander 1sb3/ as before
was a member of rvnc and ac guitar
horoscope is taurus
blood type is O i guess
msn me at thedevilawakens@gmail.com


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